Sunday, April 05, 2009
Many are invited but only few are chosen
I dun have any fresh nights to post.Only at night will my 'Spiritual Man' be awaken. Those who know me well, should know that I will 'zi-high' when the clock strikes 6pm and above. So usually at night will I be very effective,productive and open. Reason why Im unable to blog what God has shared to me is because friday I bookin, too tired.Saturday is service day, tired. Sunday, is book in day, bo pian. But I know, these are excuses but are facts.
Basically after I POP, Ill be sharing about 'Influence','Holy Fear','You are Chosen' and the 'secretive post' :P. For now will be just sharing of life
I really wanna thank God for my Law exam in Police. In my squad of 40, only 2 passed. Im one of the 2. And also, ever since I mentioned and shared about how Christ changed my life, they have been keeping an eye on me, hoping to find faults or any small sin.And many times they are very unreasonable.Even if I help people, they even questioned me why I so kepo. But I know, many of us who are being 'watched', are going through this as well. But the important thing is you know your identity in Christ. You live for the audience of One.So whatever you do,you must want 2 win/gain Christ's approval not man.
I'm getting frustrated at two things.First, I really know I CANT sing.Second, is I CANT hear the chords being played in songs.Even people who know they are not really good singers, still can sing in tune. I CANT! I think my voice is worst than a frog. Maybe a really beautiful princess who is able to sing must kiss me then maybe I can sing better. I was digging my root issue of maybe why Im not able 2 atleast hear or sing in tune.The only two reason I can think of is, one, I was not influence by Music in anyway since I was young. I only knew that music was music to my ears when I was in secondary one.Second, God created me this way( *why God* ). Hmm,ever heard that God will select the One to compliment your weaknessess.Maybe, the reason why I cant really sing is for God to bring a singer to me * laughs* ohhhhhhhhhhh Im just kidding ok? lol
I've learned how 2 play 'Desert Song' and Amazing Grace(my chains are gone) already.I improved my guitar fingering techniques.Now my hand very 'suan suan' :P
Im really sorry that Im unable to attend our West 2nd anniversary.I had Kingdom Matters to carry out and I was unable 2 compromise it 2 join you guys.Nxt week ill be booking out thursday afternoon.Ill be booking in one wednesday night. So Im free from thursday
afternoon,friday,sunday,monday and tuesday. book me if u want and ill check with u again :P
NS have been quite spiritual. David Hoe,Joyce and I were having prayer meets at 945pm. so cool!
Its been awhile since I did this with God.I was praying for certain people in my life and I asked God how were they doing? God showed me what and how they were doing. I was in great sadness to hear/see how certain people are doing,including myself. Last friday night, God mourned with me for His children. I really really wish to help you but I cant if you dont allow me to invade your personal,private and your life.Once I enter,I wont leave!I really wish to lavish God's love upon you. I really want 2 bring you closer to me so that I can bring you closer to God. My heart is for others.God's friendship was opened to you yet u cant fully comprehend it due to ur lack of faith and trust.Sin is fogging your mind and heart that you do not see what you are doing and where are you going. I cant promise my 24/7 presence with you but I can promise my best efforts :P . Dont lose hope! God is/was and will be always with you. But God can only enter if you allow Him. Do you want me to enter as well ? :P ( stop looking around.Im refering to everyone)
5:30 PM
I never will leave You ~
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