Sunday, February 08, 2009
On a Mission with a Vision
I have not been posting constructive posts every since I have entered into the NS ministry due to trying 2 accept and adapt NS environment such as People,CG,Service and in HTA(Home Team Accademy).But rest assure, my posts would be of 'good fruit' to chew on,that is, if you hunger for it.So Ill share my heart-warmed feelings and than my purpose of this entry.
I really enjoy family.Not my physical but spiritual family so far.I never desired money,fame,popularity,cars,BGR but just family-like relationships.I love people smsing me.I love people talking nonsense with me.I love hanging out with people.I love sharing my burden,convictions,goals and vision to people.I love people disturbing me.I love hearing to people's life and problems.I love helping and giving my best to people.My love language is 'Quality Time'. But, Im growing to be God-pleaser than People-pleaser. And this people could be You . :P
In another hr time,I would be booking in HTA.There are other nicknames as well such as prison,jail,hell,dog compound, etc.Being brought up as a 'free bird' with all the freedom of the world,serving in NS is such a intensive moulding process for me.It was such a painful,hard and especially hurtful pathroad but thank God His grace was sufficient for me.Being in a sinful environment,my true character was put to test.Indeed, I was on the urged of being burned but I did not fall nor stumbled.
There were so many events of God's Perfect Plan that I went through and did not like it one bit.Such as loving the unlovable.Committed to God in prayer and QT.Endured lots of 'waste' from the world.But when such catastrophic events came, James 1:2-4 came into Life.
Basically, Ill skip all this long detailed parts of my life as I believe writing it out does not fully express how I felt and what I went through.But, I'm always ok with giving you guys live updates via handphone or sms(not recommended).
Ill get to the point, the main thing I would like to share is, whenever I book in on sunday night for my NS,I would have amazing amount of undesirable emotions such as 'sianness',tired,reluctancy,unwilling and excuses to run away from this.But,this few weeks, I have been going with a different mindset.When I think about NS,I would tell myself 'Im going into the World to influence and save It'. When I channeled my focus on a eternal and worthy cause,I was encouraged,motivated,empowered by God because this is not what I want but what God wants me to do.Likewise,this applies to everyone.Whoever you are,wherever you go,whatever you do, when u have a vision,u will have a mission as well to accomplish that vision.I believe most of my readers are High-schoolers,Poly,JC.I believe for the Christians that God does not only wants us to study for the sake of it or our parents ask us to study,for our life career,etc, but God really wants u 2 influence the world and through your influence,so that you might save them.But as for the topic of 'Influence',You yourself need to be influenced by God before you influence biblically.Now, what stands between People and God is You.Its a choice that was freely given.Now what choice will you make? A eternal or temporal decision? you decide.
My goal is 7 people in Police Caregroup by end April.This has never been accomplished by anyone. I want to take that ownership! Pray for me and encourage me through smses :D
I deleted all my links as many of them either had close it down or privated it.Tag me to relink ya again.thx :P
I bought a mickey mouse diary.Why did I buy it? two reasons, cause its gayish to buy and it was very very cheap :D
Labels:Joke
I dont eat after 8am.Why?Because I eight(ate) already.
i want to watch Prison break! play as a guitarist in church band. and many more!
5:36 PM
I never will leave You ~
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