Saturday, January 10, 2009
Waiting to be found
Currently, the time is 0045. What an ungodly hour to be blogging at this kind of time.
There a few things on my mind that seems to be pondering and it is tempting me to affect on my principals,character,convictions and values.Sometimes, dreaming is wasted time and energy.
Right now, my heart cry is , "God,what great things can You do through me" Such a great desire to be a clean vessel for God to use but Time and Opportunity seems to be hiding from me.I feel like Im just 'waiting to be found'. My true purpose is in Jesus.Im already saved through grace not by work.God is putting me in many test and trails lately to prepare me for His Work but I got to obey! I cant see where Im going and thats whats faith is all about.Relationship with God was never a solo thing.
I feeling very very dry.Ns is sucking every ounce of energy I have in this sinful body.I need the Holy Spirit to empower me.I shouldnt be depending on my strength.Never.Jesus take the wheel.
Gotta get myself a Acoustic guitar and Keyboard.I would like to use them 2 minister myself and others closer to God.
What a complaining post .....
*still desiring to do much more for His Kingdom*
12:40 AM
I never will leave You ~
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