Im thinking of moving my blog because I have too many non brothers or sister reading my blog especially my schoolmates and teachers ! shocking huh? my english teacher used to read my blog and called me 'my little preacher' and the whole class was againist me hahahhaa! plus i got other friends who comes to my blog as well .... * i dunno how they know* i think blog surf or sumthing ..... i sumtimes feel like posting bibical stuff but im quite restricted hahaha! maybe ill move after i hit 350 post :D


Today went to meet Dylan to plan for ECG. I was very very excited when we came out wif the ideas,suggestions and plans that was by God's guidance through our limited minds ( ty God ! U deserve all glory ! ) Im so hyped up about the events that we planned ! feeling high high high! :D


After planning for ECG and heading home, suddenly ZhengKai and Kaien came to my house wif food in their hands ( they bought food for me because I had no $ . Man! im touched like crazy till i got nth 2 say :D ty guys! love u guys ... really! )


I really love the time i spent wif them ... we can really talk anything under the moon ( it was night when they arrived at my house) no limitations or restrictions of what we can talk about :P Kaien was asking us "What is God to You?" If I hear any1 asking any1 i know this question,i think this person is really silly.'My Everything LAR!' but when i think about tis ... 'What is God to You?' to me ... God is mostly my friend.But when problems comes God is my coach.When I sin God is my father that disciplines me.When I am discouraged God is my cheerleader.When I am weak God is my spiritual energy drink.When I am depressed God is my counsellor. But I wonder how many times when we really joyful or happy do we thank God for it or tell God about it. A question to ponder about for every1 "Who is God really to you in your life in every circumstances?"





we took a picture on a tree house ( mind you is 3 storey high! zk was afraid LOL)

Im not done yet! please bear with me and still got more to say.Thx peeps :D

The whole day,the only thing that was on my mind was thinking how to grow the guys in WA1 ..... after Zk and I sharing our greatest burdened and conviction that we really really want to see the guys grow.
we really want 2 set the standard for people to follow.we r so dead serious man! talking it wif God makes me so excited ! it convicts me so much because i see great value of being part of this great commission ... i want to be a finisher not a participator ! yea yea! this was what Zk and I were sharing


Three weeks ago:
Sathya:Guys,if we continue to love people,obey God commands, be united,pray more and if God dun bless our group after end july ..... den ill cut my relationship wif God . If God promises to give every land that we stepped on den lets claim it by faith amen?

two weeks ago:
Zheng Kai:I've never been so convicted and assured be4 in my life to see 20 come to past by end july.Im fasting,praying to God for it and im not touching my com for 1month after end july.

one week ago:
Zheng Kai:I really want to see 20 come to past.If we dun hit our goal 20 by end july,I told God Ill never use my com ever again.

see how convicted we r? Pastor Jeff used to said hes putting his head=life on the line for CG08 ..... and I told God that if cutting my head right now will complete CG08, im willing to do it without thinking .... and Zheng Kai and I REALLY REALLY MEAN IT! We dun NATO= no action talk only ..... but we walked the talk .... talking is free ... any1 can talk ... talk is indeed cheap ... mean what u say and say what u mean man ! im sick of tired ppl responding during camp and after camp do nth abt it or go back to their lifestyle ... tts so ... ugh! u catch my spirit?
We dun need ppl who respond during camp but we NEED ppl who respond AFTER camp wif their conviction! this generation is really a emo generation ..... Either we give our ALL or NTH !

Currently im listening the song 'Above all'

When I read Mark 14:35-36 it says

'Going a little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him. 'Abba, Father,' he said, 'everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will'

This 'cup' that god mentioned was going up to the cross.It made me think deeply... 'Jesus my lord ... You didnt wanted to take our cross for us because of the extreme pain which is physically (crucification),emotional (rejected by ppl and denied by his disciples)and spiritual painful for you'( God had to turn his face from Jesus because of the Sin he was bearing on the cross for the world as it says in mat 27:46)

JESUS WENT THRU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH PAIN! I had a small talk wif Jesus so I would like to share to u guys

Sathya:God ..... wasnt going on the cross very very painful for you?

Jesus: The only thing that came on My mind ............ was being with you forever *had a big smile on His face*

Above all the pain He went thru , the only thing He thought of was you

Jesus really loves u so much, How about you?