Sathya thx every1 who have been a blessing in his life ! :D


i was 'walking' around my house when suddenly i saw some of my christmas cards on the floor ... i quickly pick it up and went to my 'gifts' drawer ..... i took the whole drawer out and placed it on my chair ... den slowly i started to recall all those things that i received from my brothers and sisters ... my heart melt when i read those affirming and encouraging words from them ..... so i wanna thank God for those ppl that has given me something in my life ..... ill state each person all the way to the last post :D


today i woke up and got my things ready to start my day fruitfully ... but i realised when i checked my plan ... i forgotten to pray for my ppl's exam ( oh dear) i hope when i was praying in tongues holy spirit helped me interceded for them ytd .... anyways i realised another thing .... exams period means go home earlier ... -.-'' i realised i was too late! i wasnt able to share Christ at the rush of students coming out ... man i missed the chance ! but today was still fruitful because im preparing my LTTF to be more interesting,exciting and more eager to hear more as I read in P.s. shirley blog that making the WOG a boredom is a Sin .... i knew it was a Sin to do that but was reminded by P.s shirley blog ... i also learned a few worship songs and played complicated chords .... but wasnt able 2 do it fluently coz my hand blue-black ... pain pain lor when i needed 2 stretch and play barre Chords


i was struggling with my emotions alot ..... abt myself is im really really really expressive ... but due to my family background and my whole life ..... i dun got any1 2 share with .... when im happy or sad(mostly sad) i always talk to myself .... always pited myself that i led a sad life .... also wanna thank God that no1 went thru my life ... too much pain man! ... but i really thank God that Jesus is my bestest friend( yay me! ) if not i think i would have commited suicide or sumthing haha! ..... almost everyday is a suckish day ..... my dad will smoke which i HATE! ... coz my nose is really sensitive and i will start to bleed profusely :( ..... all this things affects me inwardly but i aint pay much attention though Satan ALWAYS use tis 2 attack my soft spots(weaknessess) ..... all i could do is go thru it and focus on what God wants me to do ..... though i teached my ppl that first physical need,emotional den spiritual need .... usually i dun get the first two daily enuff but i always try spiritual need ... though i dun get all three needs sumtimes i still desire to please God ... coz Holy spirit is real and without not effects ... working and strengthening me all this periods of my life .. ty :D


what made me want to shared above links to what im about to share ..... i read the book of romans and was convicted by Paul's work ..... which is Evangelising places where ppl have not heard about Christ and singlehood ....... i've been evanglising almost everyday and it isnt easy at all but i know God's Hand is upon me .... even if i dun got fruits,the thing is i worked rite? i made God happy right? tts all it matters .... and why singlehood? because Paul mentioned that He could do more by being single ..... im praying and hoping to achieving that but its up to God whether He wants me 2 get married ..... most proberbly is the other way round, meaning a sister will chase after me hahaz! .... anyways i shared to my shepherd,Justin many weeks ago that my emotions keep eating me up inside and i always follow my emotions ..... and Justin initiated to pray for me and asked me what i need to be prayed for .... i ask him 3 things .... 1) my convictions overtakes my emotions 2)protection from worldly attacks(tis is rather personally but ask me if u want :D) 3)For God to work through me ......... Den Justin started to pray for the 3 things i asked for .... den suddenly during his prayer he said praying tis "God, i pray also for sathya that you protect him from divine authorities" ..... i was abit puzzeled because i didnt ask him to pray for me that ..... i went home and thought hard ... why why why? .... Holy spirit said "It was I who interceded for You through him?" I ask Holy spirit "why u ask him pray for that?" Holy spirit replied "Paul was constantly persecuted by divine authorities" ... i was like "yea hor"


den i woke up and i felt super lazy and my emotions ate me up .... but remembering what Holy spirit spoke to me made me get up and work .... the first day i went to evax and wasnt sucessful ... so i thought and discussed with myself "Paul shared Christ rite? he didnt do surveys rite?" So the nxt day i decided to share Christ thru bridge diagram .... i was really scared and reluctant to approach them when i was outside the school which i was pioneering ..... and i saw two students walking pass by me and they looked like lower sec and Holy spirit suddenly said "Go!" I told Holy spirit "But they two person.Harder because later they both pressured den say no or dun wanna hear ur word God" but Holy spirit just said " GO!" I complained saying "i dun dare.i scared.i cant believe after being so good at tis i still dun dare 2 do.Please Holy spirit,spare me and i think one person easier 2 share" Holy spirit felt holy anger towards my disobedience and said "You have heard of ur brothers and sisters testimonies that when i said 'GO' they went and was blessed. Just like how Gideon brought isaac(our church gideon not bible one)" I told Holy spirit "OK! say the word and ill obey" Holy spirit said once again "GO!" i went and shared Christ . Oh boy .... i was super nervous and one of them keep receiving calls and i spoke so fast! .... after sharing i asked both of them "so do u want 2 receive Jesus into your life?" the two answers i got was "i dun mind" "yes" WOO HOO!!!! i jumped for joy man after praying the sinners prayer with them! will update abt them soon

actually the story got more but ill continue asap k? because sum ppl complained that my post soooo long den dun bother to read ... dun bother to read dun bother to be blessed lor haha ... coz what i write is not from me but inspired by Holy spirit thru me ... tis is Holy spirit working thru me !

For now its really really not easy sharing Christ publically .... did you noe that the Fajar school OM chased me out of the school zone? i was questioned twiced.And i was told not 2 be seen in the school zone.So i pray that sumhow ill still be able to share.Because many fajar students saw me sharing and they were familiar wif me and they avoid me if they saw me sharing to their schoolmates. So what? Let it be I obey God and nothing else matters.I share share share share.People want to receive Christ is up to God. :D


the last thing i wanna ask is .... please .... please take 1minute just to pray for me this few things.I dun mind u rush thru a quick prayer or spend more time praying.I appreciate the prayers but the thing is when u pray for me ... please have FAITH! if u pray without faith den it will be of not much helped to me .... so pray for me the below stated things .Thx and love ya!


1)that ill be able to share and preach boldly the gospel in the name of Jesus
2)my emotions to leave me and my convictions to fill me
3)protection from divine authorities
4)Strength do perservere thru the circumstances
5)CG size in fajar ASAP in God's perfect timing


just wanna say i really really need prayers,daily prayers,if i can buy from every1 $1 a prayer i would sell everything i have just for that,but prayers r free and all it cost is ur precious time ...i cant buy time from u so plz spare me tis precious time of urs to pray for me yea? and if u did pray for me .... plz tag that u did prayed for me so that i can be encouraged as well(optional)




AFFIRM


i wanna thank Jiawann for the Christmas Card.I was really blessed thru ur blog those times and ur labour in God's kingdom spurred me ... ty!


ty alvin my ex-sheepmate's sheep! though ur christmas Card is very lame and not filled with perfect words but the thought of giving me a card really made me felt happy :D ty ALVIN!


I wanna thank Eugene(african) for the mousepad with Christan's words ... i really thank God that my work in you wasnt in vain .... u had alot of issues and struggles but i thank God it was all worth it.Seeing how WC is benefitting from ur evangelism, i really thank God that what i also laboured in the KOG did show results.ty eugene!


ty jingting for the 2008 birthday card! though im not close wif u.You were the 2nd person and the last to give me birthday card.Ur card really made my day.TY!


JOGINA! the only girl in church i noe so fun to be around wif because i noe u quite long haha.ty for the Christmas card though under compulsion and sum sort of making u guilty(hey but i kept my word u didnt haha). Ur sum1 that treats me as if i were ur own real brother.tats i feel lar haha!love talking 2 ya always and hanging out :D so much 2 say lar coz i still can remember the first time i saw ya in camp but really ty :D!


Jolene!!!!! i really want to thank ya for everything! ur a sister that seriously blessed me wif material needs such as money.You never fail to bless me when im in need.Went thru alot wif ya.now in ur tertiary continue to grow ya?also got long story abt ya but hor lag of time haha! but seriously ty !


Wendy! my PW=perfect women! ur really very interesting,unique,sumtimes funny,encouraging,helpful and now more chio since u rebonded ur hair recently rite? ty for the card! scary mooooooooooooooooovie! hahahahaz! thx thx!


celina!(celine) ur sum1 very bubbly and nice to have around.ur smiles always encourage me i dunno why coz its so genuine.and ur card really really encouraged me ALOT! seriously ALOT! i felt empowered,enlightened,encouraged when i read ur card.because what ur wrote in the card made me felt u believed in me! tats what i needed!i always love to read ur card because it never fails 2 lift me up :D ty ty ty!


Sandy!Mandy Candy Brandy!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! if i sumhow discouraged u sorri ya? i was kidding only hahaha! but really wanna thank u for putting ur time 2 hand-make the card for me and buying me those sweets ... i really love sweets! and those card i also loved alot! i appreciated what u've done for me ... always remember u as a friend and sister! thx ya! :P


Fong yee! feng shui! hahahaha! hey! i got a secret to tell you ... ur valentine gift ... u noe the one wif cookies wrapped in red plastic wrapping ? u noe? u gave it alot of ppl including me ... i will never forget that for the rest of my life! i didnt noe u well( i think right now i also dunno u that well) but that gift really made me felt special! haha! a big TY for everything u done in my life including tagging hahaz! jiayou for ur passion!


Dewen! turbanator! i really thank God for u in my life.ur sum1 that cared for me and didnt make me feel leftout .... ur sum1 that sumhow relate sumthing like me but we r totally different k? HAHAHA! i really thank God for you and ur leadership and ur understanding in my life.You never failed 2 believe in me and i thank God u do believed in me even when not many ppl did because u knew the real me ...thx thx and thx! :D


David HOLE! HAHA! i always laugh calling u that .... but i can still remember ... u came all the way down to my house,just 2 buy for me my favourite bubble tea and chocolate... u took time just 2 talk 2 me 15 minutes .... u indeed modeled out 'pour a bucket of blood to inspire a drop' ty so much because i was seriously moulded hard by ya! and ur WON made me closer to God thru rebukes after rebukes and unfaithfulness after unfaithfulness (lol) thx for putting ur time 2 disciple and also spending time wif me :D thx for the cards and exam kits :D and ty for being a spiritual father hehez! david u rock lar .


bernarda!thx for ur birthday gift! it was really a need and i thank God for it! i seriously have grown alot and ur sum1 that really spur me on in the KOG .... i got so much 2 say but little time and space ... but wanna say sheep! ur the best haha! :D


justin timberland!( its too late to apologise ... its tooooo lateeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ) HAHAHA ! ur sum1 i can click real well wif .... i really treasure all the shepherdings we had ( though we dun meet often and though we meet we end up most of the time no teaching :( :( :( ) but ur sum1 really really very very superly superly extraordinaryly patient and nice wif me ... though sumtimes i know im wrong and i know and i know yet u didnt rubbed it in ..... u always encourage me even if what i did wasnt right or pleasing or helpful ! another story but lack time bah! ty the very much!


ZIYING! mok mok! ZINC! i dun think she will read my blog but did u noe that she also encouraged me alot? when she was my SDL she wrote the most cards than any1 did though we dun make much direct contact,im not close wif her but shes spurred me alot! she also like my spiritual mum! i really wanna learn her example man! ty ziying!!!!!


Eelee Tan!(in chinese one egg) she was FNW DL ... and i made a promise 2 her during her CLM that i will never trade Jesus for anything even if the whole earth gave me everything they ever had.im still clinging on to that promise.she always supports me,believed in me,empower me basically EVERYTHING 2 me(except jesus lar) when she was leading FNW ..... she always talk and says thing that relates and is deep to my heart .. i really missed her smile her voice and her eyes( no wrong motive man! i told u shes my spiritual mum!) i really love her enthusiasm for God! it made me enthu also! many many and a billion thx! ^^


if i can choose between a handmade gift and bought one ... i prefer handmade gift anything! im very sentimental and everything i received i kept it close to my heart ... even the sweets that i ate from the exam kit i still kept it.Dun believe come my house and see the wrappers i see keeping in the exam kit.When u u open it u can smell the sweet fragrance man!.Even the spoon that i used to eat ben and jerry because we hit our goal i still kept it.





I layed the gifts before my bed :D

sumthing i noticed, if u noticed sum ppl that r closer to me didnt get me anything! ARGH! but i got them atleast sumthing lor! wa LAO! ZZZZ u noe who u r lor!!! ZZZZZZZ ! nxt time dun buy or make things sia like tat ... haha nvm lar ill be a friend always... up to u lar