God's Glory


my title got nothing 2 do wif my post ... so bla bla bla! hahahaha!


um um um um um um um um ...................... seriously tired of blogging hahahahahaha ! so will share a few things lor!


i think many ppl that i encounter wif make many judgemental thoughts in their head abt their views of me of what i do or say when im around them .... yup .....right now sum of view will think and say "hey sathya ! ur already making judgemental remarks urself!" ... really sorry ..... but i've known how guys and girls react ... their thoughts and feelings , just by spending time wif sum1 a whole day i can tell what kind of character they r,what type of family background ..... am i God? nope! .... God has blessed me wif the gift of understanding ... im super detailed even the slightest facial expression or body gesture of what u feeling ... am i lying ? its up to u? am i showing off? what do i gain if i do that? i rather go play games or do sumthing fun den telling lies 2 impress you though after i die i gain nth from this ..... hehez .... well i just dun wanna elaborate coz i dun wanna cause conflict haha! all i can say is ..... if u wanna noe the real sathya .... talk 2 me in msn and he will share 2 u everything that u want 2 know .... that is if he trusts you and u trust him ... :D


i talk 2 a person ytd and i felt joyful sharing to tis person ....today i shared and talk and tis person and this person really shared his/her passion to me ... also his/her dream and enjoyed to tis person coz i felt God is within the conversation because if that person and i noticed ... its revolves around God and us doing for God! man ty ! i also was encouraged! thx for ur friendship and sharing me ur dream :D


i realised im opening myself 2 more ppl now ... i guess i need ppl 2 pace wif me every second if possible so that ill go faster ... assure me plz :D if u wanna noe the real me talk 2 me msn! im more glad to share 2 u everything ... but must depend lar ... no talking abt unbibical stuff or marriage ... just letting every1 noe tat i've made a decision to stay single for the rest of my life ... if its God's plan 2 marry is up 2 Him lor ... anyways i hope 2 hear all of u guys if u have dreams for God.... if possible ... ill blog abt u ! any1 ! hahahahah!


i predicted sumthing ... i was just waiting ... waiting .... but didnt expect it 2 be so soon ... my discerments and predictions of ppl's happening ...... most of time is 99% happens ... God ! i ty for tis wonderful gift that you show me the future of ppl actions and consequences ... but when i see ppl's future tat go bad ... saddens me ... and i noe it saddens me ... i ask You why! WHY! did U make me so sensitive! why did U plan a path for me tat involves me in those hurts and pains ? why must it be I! SATHYA! in sathya's heart multiple time table ... if ppl hurt is 1 ... den ill hurt 1X1000000xinfinite but at the same time if they r happy is 1 ... den ill be happy 1x1000000xinfinite ..... but in tis world i see more hurt than joy ..... tats why my public life ... God .. only u noe ... i always joke,always enlighten atmosphere ... always ... always wish 2 put smiles on ppl face ...i do tis only 2 remove any possible hurts they r going thru... I wanna make them feel happy being around me but its only temperory .. if only i can place the Joy that i have in You in them ... ill be rest assured .... but who r they 2 me ? that i must care? God ... all the good things that i do or am is because of YOU! ... all my sin,my mistakes,my motives ... is because of me ... im removing it bit by bit to change them of ur bits of bits ........ i ask u Why? yet u kept quiet ... i ask u why i have 2 hurt tis much? what is tis gift that u give me ? gift of mercy is my top ...... why oh God? Why? why are you keeping silent? i see u just standing tere.u just stand there listening as if i've judged u and you r standing guilty ... why .... u saw me crying ... u saw my heart break into a million pieces but yet u just stand tere .... as if im nagging at u ... i ask why? why Why WHY but but .... u just stood tere without any motion ... i cried and cried and cried ...... and i saw ur feet as i bowed down 2 cry bitterly ..... letting it all go ... as i cried i thought abt all those hurts and pains den i went thru ... i felt like as if im crying 2 the wall ...


'anyways thank God for listening' i told God... i wiped my tears and i saw God's feet walking towards me ... i looked up to God ... and i saw ... i saw God walking towards me ... opening up His arms and saying "come my child,let me embrace you in my arms" i didnt think for another second ... i ran my soul after God and hugged God and hold Him so tight ... i felt so loved by God ..... after hugging God for a really long time i felt comforted ... den God held my head close to His chest and said "my Son,i noe how u feel.I created You and i made You this way for a reason.I do not want 2 tell you yet because i want u 2 trust me.For I love you so much that i also want You to trust me.Thats why i had 2 place unpleasant events in ur life 2 mold u closer to me.You asked me Why.I can tell You Why.The reason is simply Love." i interrupted God and said "Love?You hurt me because You love me? by any chance is tis tough love?" i sneered at God. God laugh and smiled at me "Haha.My child,the reason why u feel hurt is not because i created You to be hurted but the hurt r my hurts." I looked at God and said "Huh? God i noe it rhymes but explain again ? " God smiled and bend over.He looked me in the eye and said "The pain you went through,isnt yours to begin wif.All of it was mine but a little portion of My heart for people of this world.People all around the world you especially those u encounter with." I looked at God wif perplexed thoughts "Reasons plz". He looked me in the eye and said "That was my HeartBeat for them.Its merely less than 0.0000000001% of what you are going through.Actually,its a rough quick estimation.Even if i take every paper in this world and write all the Zeros for eternity,it still cannot be compared to how i feel for them" I replied "God ..... you must have hurt alot too huh? let me hug u den!" God laughed and hugged me "Haha.My Child.You never fail to put a smile on my Face" I replied " God your so wonderful and nice.Your secure but just for my benefit you hugged me.TY ur so gentleman! MR nice guy!" God gave me a genuine smile and said "You noe me quite well hor?" I roll on the floor laughing " HAHA! God why suddenly u speak singlish sia!" God replied " cannot meh? what u do i make u do one leh.u forget what i said meh? 'God created man in His image' now u talking all u learn from the Master lar" I ROLLED ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING TERRIBLY. I said " WA LAO GOD! ur humor super good huh.not bad u got skills God" God replied " skills? i gave u ur skills u still dare say arh? want challenge arh?"I gave God the stare " lai lar! u start first" den we went on talking crap . MAN! God made me laughed and i couldnt make God laugh at all.I looked defeated den God replied " u noe why ur joke not funny?" i asked "Why?" God replied " ur jokes all i teach u one.Also i noe ur future leh.So telling me ur jokes is like hearing it for the 2nd time.u lose! now said it" I looked puzzeled and asked me " what u mean? what u want me 2 say? God relied by saying "say whose God tell me tell me whose God?" I laughed like mad "wa lao God u super lame!" God replied "tat one i try try only.While i creating Humans i was being lame wif the angels so i created sum of the Humans,especially you to be lame.I made sum as lame as me but im the master.But sum ppl too lame so i healed them.'God heals the blind and the lame' I need not say much " I LAUGHED LIKE MAD AGAIN! "OMG LAR!God i cannot stand You!!!!" God replied " Den sit down lor!" I replied "argh! my stomache hurts .... k k k k k God 2 much 2 much... dun say jokes liao later my organs start 2 come out" God replied "Kk". After i stopped laughing i looked at God and said "God...ty ... Your so funny.So amazing.So wonderful.So kind.So loving especially.So understanding.So sensitive to my needs.You noe my needs and u filled them.Ty so much God.I love you to the maxed!!!!!!!!! God gave me a Big smile


i enjoyed my time with God.This my daily conversion with God when im troubled.I thought about God's love.Some people dun really understand the full measure of God's love.Even me.How do i measure God's 0.000000000001 % love?.I thought abt it and i came to a explanation and conclusion that if God is really powerful like we all know,cant God just destroy all of us and created new Human beings? if those human beings that God created r sinful again cant God destroy them and created new ones? Isnt it possible that God could have done this? Thinking about it,if God could have did all of this .... den why did He wanted to die on the cross?Why did He have to pay for our crime? summurised to one word; Love.i cant possible say nomore.But just 2 tell to all of you,You might thinking ... "but first of all why God create us den destroy us?Why do i even need 2 be hear reading Sathya's blog about God's good side of love and know about his love when i myself wish i just didnt born at all .. i dun even need to feel joy or pain.Why must God created me first of all? I ask arh? if he didnt create me do i need 2 go thru all this and also hearing to your crap sathya?" Let me tell you this again ... WHO ARE WE TO QUESTION GOD! WE ARE JUST MERE CREATION! ... but my dear friends,brothers and sisters ... i noe sum of u r offended and have hearts tat r like "wa God.You so like tis arh.make me ur slave" God didnt.God wanted 2 give u life to the fullest and enjoy life! if u can eat ur favourite food or do ur favourite thing everyday ... would u even wish u were not born? but because u went thru pain tts why u said life sucks.Yup.Life sucks when we dun go according to God's plan.The plan of Love.

just wanna say that tis is how God relates to me.God jokes 2 relate to me.Remeber that Christanity is a relationship and not a religon.And God died to relate with you.If you love dancing,dance with God!Maybe You and God can do some tag team dancing.If you love singing,sing with God!.Maybe you and God can duet.If you love playing basketball.Play it with God!maybe You and God verse other ppl lor :D.If you love talking.Talk to God all day!.Maybe u can pass up ur summary homework to God.If you love anything! Do it with God! Coz God died so He can relate with you, and spend time with you .He created EVERY1 differently and only He noes u fully well! DUN MISS OUT HIS FELLOWSHIP!!! love u guys all!!! *not me but God wants me to tell You tot his ^^*


today went out wif kaien,gina,fong yee,keith,eugene ... i really love u guys if u reading! ( i also love WA my sheeps,my sheepmate,blackie a.k.a black kai a.k.a donkey and my shepherd,bear king a.k.a justin timberland and my DL,turban a.k.a solomon a.k.a betrayer! they r also the best!)


and to that person that i talked to today afternoon ... ty for sharing ur dream to me. jiayou in ur passion! ill give my best help you,encourage u,enlighten u and run the race wif ya! jiayou jiayou! and thx!!!!! for the smiley! i love it! :D


hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm ........ i may shut down my blog for good but i c c lor ....... i blog coz i wanted grow and help ppl grow ... i dunno whether i achieved the 2nd purpose but if now i blog ... its only for the 2nd purpose :D will blog when sum1 ask me lor but im not insecure mind u .. and miley is very encouraging,inspiring and talented... CHILLS!


anyways the btm two link is west anniversary videos ... i heard that tingting did the whole video thingy. And even if she doesnt say or think,i think she really did a excellent job ! i noe roughly how 2 do what tingting but its not easy 2 do ... u gotta try which suits and what doesnt ... you gotta cut and paste and add and lots of stuff which is very stressful! and she really helped me and encouraged me alot too as well! i think WB is so privilliaged to have tingting as their UL! anyways tingting great job!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzqL-aF8dOs&feature=related 1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yp4o2g4CqqM&feature=related (Part 2)




God ... ty for ur huggies!i really looooooooooooooooooove yooooooooooou sooooooooooooooooooooo muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch!