Are u half-commited?

Sooooooooooo many things 2 talk about .... but ill share slowly and steadily .. im going slowly for those ppl wif low IQ 2 understand better ... yup ... see im so loving :P


hmmm .. last week sunday was one of my most disastrous day for me ... i think it might be slight food poisioning but ... maybe indigestion ... on sunday my stomache was in pain,had a high fever,flu,cough,my whole body aching and a very VERY terrible headache ... so i was touched thru God doing sumthing on that day so plz do ask me why personally ... its short and fast haha


ok ... basically i've forgotten last week ... but i would like 2 share some observation that i had and chats wif God 2 find ppl's motive ... oh yea! be4 i start sharing i would like 2 share abt my 2007 thanksgiving speech :P


*ahem ahem* *pops a mentoes into the mouth and shouted 'mentoes the fresh maker'* ok... abit of randomness haaha ... basically i like 2 thank God for the first person in my life ... Excluding God coz hes always first ... so the 2nd person is my shepherd ... i think though its a bear .... hes a carebear LOL ... hes nice and funny ... and most of the time lame ... but i seriously grew in wisdom and my new gift as well ... the gift of understanding and discernment ... and i really wanna thank God that though many times i was unfaithful ... still growing,yet he doesnt rebuke me but reminds me wif LOTS OF GRACE ... coz im a person that like 2 learn my own mistakes if i noe it ... the only thing i need u for is 2 show me where and tell me where i've grown wrong and explain why is it wrong .... coz im not perfect i make PLENTY of mistakes ... thru last year ... though my shepherd was seriously busy wif his final year in school +3 months tis year ... he take time 2 meet me if possible during his hectic and tired days ( i dunno wats hectic means -.-'' ) so ... yup .. ty :P ... two major things i wanna thank God for is my shepherd and God's gift upon me


ok anywaysssss ..... i've seen so many 'talkers' christians ... well im in that position as well .. i talk alot but dun do alot ... but teres so little 'doers' christian ... so which one r u in? it did stated in the bible "Not everyone who calls me 'Lord,Lord' will be saved but those who do His Will be saved" ... so r u a christian or not? Even Devil work diligently 2 bring ppl 2 hell ... how abt us?


i dunno how 2 say or wat 2 say 2 explain thru words abt tis ... ask me wat i meant of my last blog and ill explain so for now im limted 2 wat i can say for not many ppl will listen 2 me coz i've been stated as a 'clown' ..... just because i joke alot i can NEVER be serious wif God or anything spiritual ... im all abt fun huh? ... the only time where i was really serious is thru shepherding wif my sheeps and CG and shepherd.During church sermons. other den tat i like goofing off ... but when i go home im another person ... not evil kind of a way ... i spent my time wif God seriously ... few things i want 2 share what i do at home so that if u want 2 apply it or learn from it or see it tat im not always 'play around christian' or im here 2 tell u jokes all the time ...


This what i do at home everyday but i failed sumtimes ... so hoping 2 keep it a habit

1)i repent morning/night and everytime i sin
2)i ask God on which areas i should grow in and do self-evaluation every night
3)i spent time wif God one hr at night thru prayering in tongues and keeping myself of the vision that God has implanted in my heart ever since i received Christ
4)I pray for ppl around me ppl/friends who dunno God/family/and those who needs specific prayers/forgiveness for the world
5)i hear online sermons when i got the time
6)im just waiting when i can give my life for God(still giving)
7)worship God at home(i locked my room ... take a guitar ... sing my own love song to God ... just watever i feel like singing)
8)thinking constantly on how i can help ppl 2 grow
9) alot more but i just stating a few


im not here 2 boast how spiritually i am ... i mean what do i gain from telling u all these? money?fame?popularity?for u 2 understand or like me better ? .... watever it is ... i consider a lost for Christ sake ... all tis that if i may gain from telling u these ... will mean NTH 2 me once i meet God ... yet sumtimes i feel i can and want 2 do God more ... i've SO MANY struggling areas ... yet im fighting it against it wif God ... though if i had good buddies tis fight would be easier ... but im aiming for a God-100% dependency on Him for really no1 but God noes me sooooooooooooo well ... my heart and thinking is really in the image of God ... for i always 'feel' for ppl' ... im sumtimes like the mini-God *chuckles*


well ... so much 2 say so little time ............ i think im stressed out over 'christians who dun give their best' ... its really sickening and irritating for me 2 see it ... even Joy stated in her nick "Ppl tt don't show out their love to God thru actions r hypocrites cause when you sincerely love sth you'll do anything for it !" and i tell u the truth ... it will take sum1 guts 2 truly mean it ... do u mean it? did u give ur best? did u think abt God atleast once every hr? so wat makes u say u love God? ask urself tis ... convict urself today why ur serving God ... either a 100% or not ...




Yes or No?