was pretty much guilty i didnt go skool today ... not because i lazy or anything(maybe) but i was very tired and i couldnt get up from my bed ... because i couldnt move my head due to the strain at the side of my neck ... i woke up being shock about the sharp pain at the side of my neck ... i realised i slept in a way that all the pressure was on my neck the whole night ...

i basically woke up few hrs later just 2 breathe in some fresh air ... i didnt wanted 2 waste my precious time but i could not 'move' myself to the books ... i seriously despise them(or it) ... i could remember David was telling me 2 study study study and study when i was his sheep ... everytime follow him always talk about it i... i remembered David and I went to Popular because he wanted 2 buy 'O' level books i guess ... when he was flipping through the pages ... i could feel goosebumps going thru my spine and down to my toes ... i seriously like got phoebia when i hear papers or see books... i guess i was pretty much a spoilt brat ... what can i do if my parents didnt brought me up wif responsiblities and good manners? seriously i think i have soooooooooooo many lousy habits but im growing each day 2 remove them slowly and changing them into more like Christ .....

now for a change of topic ... did any1 faithfully have done the devotion booklet?
seriously when i first look at the devotion booklet ... my heart jumped for joy ... because i was searching for the names of God ... i only noe one Jehovah Jireh- the Lord of Provider ...
i could not remember some of them but i seriously thank God i finally can know them! i cant wait to read all of them!
i really thank God for the leaders for 'publishing' these booklets ... im seriously blessed by them!


i finally disciplined myself to study again ... i basically studied more than about 2hrs ... im really thank God for all the people that prayed for me ... im seem to be remembering better and my thinking got better ... thanks all! i really hope 2 study tomorrow in school ... i cant allow anymore of chit-chatting here and tere liao


I passed by the playground and saw families enjoying themselves during Lantern Festivals ... i couldnt remember exactly when was the last time my family and i went out together ... the last time i could only remember was when i was about 10years old or below(im 17 now)and my parents brought us for swimming ... and how i always sneak into the adults pools and 'drown' myself deep to the beds of the water ... i remembered challenging my father who can hold our breath the longest ... silly me, i always won :P

would be studying this saturday until night or maybe till through night ... starting point is after service ... any1 wanna study wif me can tag me , its free for all :P

God ... in your name , 10 will come to past this saturday ... amen God?