Thursday, September 13, 2007
Im jealous and missing you
probably u guys may be interested 2 what im gonna say coz sounds abit like BGR isnt it? u sinners ... lol ..... im gonna do alot of sharing though so if u think im boring u den u can scroll ur mouse to the X top right hand corner and click on it or u can alt+f4 *copyrighted from aaron*
argh .. i feel so fat ! ... went 2 bid farewell to eugene as hes transferring from my group to keith's group ... i ate sum dish which cost me $7.40! plus bubble tea $1.80! total of $9.20!!! argh! i saved up 2 days money and one day *poof* gone ... but nvm it was worth it coz its 2 eat wif eugene desired 'cafe' ..... hahaz ..... man i really feel very 'fat' ... i wanna go run!!! who want run wif me? 4.8km any1? if 2 little we can increase? ....... haiz ..................
just came back from a wonderful and amazing trip 2 eugene's house ... i think his study room is way too cool man ... i think its a good place for many things though ... maybe can use for CG LOL! ... maybe not .................... i tried his 7UP drink which was lemon and lime? he said its from japan ... kool! i tasted a drink where not many singaporeans got a chance! haha im privilaged!
anyways eugene shared alot of his deeper feelings and bernard was forced by eugene 2 tell a secret *giggles* .... i really love the spirit that eugene have ... the desire 2 grow but dunno how ...the humility 2 humble himself tat he needs ppl 2 grow him .... the hunger 2 found out wats hindering his growth from God .... the passion 2 reach out the souls 2 God ... the movitation 2 drive towards his goal towards God ... man am i so jealous 2 move him into the hillgrove side .... hes such a super good brother! waaaaaaaa .... if the ppl tere dun take care of my precious diamond they r dead!!! ......... LOL ... jk jk bah ... im gonna miss eugene though..haiz ... i noe i definitely can achieve more wif eugene but ... God has a better plan ... may Ur Will be done God ... will miss u leh eugene ... continue 2 be a man of God
the only thing comfortted me was he was once in my group and i still have my west spring ppl! im still happy i got 3 young,excited,passionate,kool,enthusiastic,sacrifical ppl which is Bernard,Joe and malcolm!!! im so glad 2 be their leader ... they really make me feel so proud ..... how i see bernard shares till like as if his life depends on it ... wow im really encouraged ... but lets not give up amen? i noe u guys r discouraged, i noe u guys r tired , i noe u guys have exams , but God is with us ... we must be all-rounder ... doing well in all areas ... lets jiayou together to see our 10 by end september amen? i believe it can be done! we gotta work hard! harder!
just now i went friendster den wei loong viewed me ... so i viewed him back ... so i saw a photo which headings were "CL Team!!!" and boy ... was i satisfied wif the ratio between brothers to sisters .... brothers were more .......... im not being bias but just that ... its great sisters grow but brothers should grow also! i cant stand tat brothers r either stagnant or not growing! tis is not right at all! if no1's gonna take the calling i will!
hunger God more and more and more!!!
12:13 AM
I never will leave You ~
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