Tuesday, September 11, 2007
backstab sum1
haiz .... how tired i feel ........... for sum reason i feel super super unfaithful .... haiz......................
as i was rotting at my com for a moment ... i glance through ppl's nick like ... a sort of being backstabz .......... i was like .... it pondered my heart .... does any1 like being backstab? how do u feel when sum1 backstabs u over and over and over again ........ i tell u ... NO1!!! but at the back of my head i was thinking "phew ... im a good friend and person ... i didnt backstab any1" den Holy spirit never fail 2 talk 2 me "u sure?" "den who?" "the person in ur heart" ....... Jesus? ......
"when?" "u still need me 2 tell u?" oh well ... i agreed ... i couldnt 'act cute' wif Holy spirit ..... haiz... backstabbing dun really have 2 do things behind but trying 2 hide the wrongs we did againist tat person .... i think i really hurt God wif all my evil desires and sins ....oh Jesus ... im really sorry ...........
thx yu nian,thx kaixiang,thx bernard .... yu nian for affirming me ... hes the only one who noticed what i do ... hes like a little me long time ago but more powerful .... kaixiang for taking the trouble 2 prepare notes,traveling to teach me,letting me noe the place and time,never fail 2 encourage me in my skool work, really really blessed 2 noe him ... bernard for his undying support 2 grow tis group and his faithfulness ...... oh im gonna miss eugene(hillgrove)
west spring brothers! Sherwen,Bernard,Joe,Malcom, lets see 10 tis september amen? i really need u guys in these ... i need ur spirit of sharing Christ and inviting friends .... i noe its super hard and not easy at all but its not impossible! jiayou!
WATCH UR LIFE SATHYA
10:04 PM
I never will leave You ~
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