Sunday, August 19, 2007
IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
IM REALLY SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!! TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY GOD!!! GLORY ALL GOES 2 U!!! HOSANNA!!! HALLELUYAH!!!!
ok ok ... im super joyful!!! im so so filled wif JOY!!! not the cck girl joy lar ... but God's JOY in me!!!! WEEEE .... wondering why? ill tell it now!!! so put ur seatbelts on ... dig and clean ur ears ... wear ur spectacles if u need 2 and seat back and relax and allow me to share my joy wif u :P
ok .. .basically was at home whole day ..... den hor got one guy from msn keep irritating me ... i never talk 2 him at all he keep come di siao me .. say "i love satay" or "i hate indians" or "u look the same wif my dp(which was a dog) or "r u gay?" .... so aiya .... i couldnt stand him ... i tried avoid a conversation and end it during morning ... afternoon but night was different ... suddenly i tried 2 be holistic ... its not good 2 be rude ... like wat Christine teached be4 "dun just forget ppl even though they have rejected Christ or not responsive ... continue 2 work on them" so i just applied it bah ... though i tried inviting for last ESS he rejected me bah ... so just showed him God's love den ... so i just talk 2 him and had a good chat wif me ... once again i was being myself ... crappy as ever ... we talk sum crap ... and its very very hard for me 2 show love to ppl i dun like or not brothers or sisters... i just showed concern by asking "hey when's ur birthday?" den he told me den i told him mines ... den i told him how my church friends celebrated my birthday ... den later he told me tat he used 2 be christian but not anymore ..... den i ask him why he said he got nth 2 do ... so i just asked him "hey umy church got b.b.q even tis sat u want come?" he said "okay" immediately ... den i was so HAPPY!!! ... den i told him it was $3 he said very cheap ... indeed its very cheap ... den few minutes later he asked me "hey so confirm rite tis sat?" i said yea" yea confirm!! STEADY rite?" den he said "steady!"
den u noe wat i did after he said yes? i ran around my house saying "thank God thank God thank God thank God ty jesus thank God ty so much ty ty ty ty ty ty TY GOD! halluluyah!" den i ran from my hall 2 my room den back and forth continously .. den i jumped around my chairs and ran in circles and went into my room closed the door and screamed!!! ..... yea i was siao ... siao wif joy!!!! i was super happy!!!!!!!!!
2 tell u honestly tis guy was god blessed 2 me ... i mean ... he was one of my zhenghua contacts ... den after i evax den i just ask for their msn den never talk ... den he keep talking 2 me though i did not say much ... God was basically bringing him 2 me .... den i ask God ... why u bless me? den i realised tis ... i ran from temption ... i put God in my mind almost everytime ... i honour and praised him thru my problems and struggles and pain and hurts .... and i obeyed His word as much as possible ... and obeyed my parents 2 ... though i hate doing the stuff they ask me 2 do ... i obeyed them and God promised and he blessed me!!! IM SO HAPPY!!! for the first time of my life ... i really felt claiming God's promises!
not only tat ... 2 add a thousand of infinite more joy ... bernard call me 2 ask abt water baptism ... so i explained a few things abt water baptism and told him tat he needs parental consent ... den after we ended our chat he called me again saying he asked his parents(which i thought he wouldnt) he want 2 be water baptise ... not only tat ... he said he shared 2 his parents his testimony and the Good news and asked his mum 2 read the bible ( can u imagine u telling ur mum 2 do sumthing like tat?") den he said hes gonna try inviting his sister and mum for service ... i mean though havent confirm yet cant we see how much Bernard love for God? can u feel the passion for God? ..... all tat he does ... amazes me ... i told God tis "god? sumtimes i dun deserve 2 be even his shepherd ... the things he does shows few faults in me ... and hes been a great help 2 me in many areas ... why am i his shepherd? " god told me "for I see how much u slog thru during the stagnant period of ur group .. .and God has not kept his ears away from u ... he listened 2 ur daily prayers 2 him ... and hes faithful " i was happy :P
and i wanna congrat Bernard seriously ... a period of 2months he has become a shepherd in sum1's life ... taking up God's calling ... :P now i noe i have Bernard along my side ... together we r unstoppable in west spring! we gotta keep growing u will see! teres gonna be a revival in West spring!
and 2 bernard ... really wanna say ty ty ty tyt yty ty and ur welcome ur welcome ur welcome and congratz congratz congratz congrats and grow grow grow grow!!!! ..... u have really brought me so much joy into my life also ... when i see my group i was super discouraged tat no1 had the same passion wif me ... the whole cg is as good as my sheeps .... i was discouraged for the start of tis year till i saw u ... u really make me wanna share God's love even more 2 see tat tere r ppl who will help me ... tere r ppl who wants 2 follow God ... tere r ppl like u ... continue 2 make ur new sheep 2 be more like u ... like shepherd like sheep rite? i guess ... maybe u and i can apply tat sumthing soon HAHA!!! a joke ... :P
gonna go plan for my week .... may God be continue 2 bless me and my CG members ... i love them so much though most of them hurt me most of the time :P coz if i cant stand them ... i cant imagine how God tahan(bear) me ... :P
and for those non-christians ... i though if u read my blog u will feel angry,irritated,despise,furious or watever feelings u feel .... i dunno how 2 share my joy wif u ... i havent never regret receiving Jesus into my life ... think all u want say all u want ... God had made a better change ... though it may be not alot ... he still made changes ... u just dun see it ... if u see my life 24/7 den u will noe the change ... so yup ... :P
11:29 PM
I never will leave You ~
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