Thursday, August 02, 2007
I want more of you
gosh ... i didnt went skool today ... soz ... woke up late , slept late and ez-link card no money i guess ... i wanted 2 go late but ... they will call up my parents ... i scared .......
anyways ..... i noe ppl dun understand me ... i understand myself more than any1 else noe me except Jesus ... tats why i need 2 go thru my life wif God ... i really need him 2 lead me ... but many times i disobeyed him or i could pass the test ...... my people ... please ... enuff is enuff lar ... i noe wats wrong wif me ... i dun need any1 else 2 rub it on my face ... dun i noe it? but wats my stand in doing such things? i dun got ... i just need help ..... if dunno how 2 den dun bother ... i noe wat i need and should do ... im going it thru slowly ...........
i realise why i hate skool so much ... first i dun got any true friends ... not even one inside and outside church ... 2nd not even friends 2 talk wif .... they critisize even more .... teachers already gave up hope on me ... ty so much for ur hurting and discouraging words teachers! :P really meant alot :P ..... Jesus ... who else do i have except u? .......................................
anyways ... i seem 2 be further from tis person and tis group ... i was like ... 'is it age group or sudden likeness or my rudness' .... i wanna be in a group i like but sum ppl like 2 be in my group .... haiz ...... anyways when i talked 2 yong le and jogina last saturday i felt super super happy and belonged ... i dunno why ... i guess they r my kind of ppl :P ty so much u both :P i guess u guys r really spiritually matured enuff for me 2 be myself infront of u guys ... thx lots ! wif loves :P hehehehe
just now had shepherding with bernardo :P was great ... he said he feels fresh after it ... me too! coz God was in the center ! :P WEEEEEEEEeeeeee ... after tat we bought waffles ... it was nice ... i tried the peanut while bernard tried the bluberry ...he commented tat his house waffles r nicer ... oh well ... food r meant 2 filled us anyways :P
Where will u stand?
8:49 PM
I never will leave You ~
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