Monday, July 23, 2007
Salt n Light
currently talking to zheng kai ... WOW! he have 18 visitors coming for his MCG ... plus the girls around 26!!! guys itself has 18!!! great job ZK!!! thx for encouraging me also ... wanna learn from ya about being faithfulness also :P YES! the church must be grow from glory to glory! im not jealous but encouraged!
aww God ... i hope tomorrow MCG is sucessful ... only like 2visitors from my side alone! HOW PATHETHIC!!! ... God ... as i invite people tomorrow i hope u bless me like how u bless zk ... i noe ... its kinda a cheat for me since ZK work so hard ... but the people coming is gonna be up 2 u coz i trust u ... if u allow it ... it sure will happen one ... i wanna be faithful! i gotta grow! i wanna grow!
haiz .... God .... let my mind be filled with You ... i not about momemtum or feelings but Truth!!!
sumtimes i wonder ... who do i have rather than God and my blog ..........
i think tis verse really hit me alot ... "People who cover over their sins will not prosper.But if they confess and forsake them, they wil receive mercy." (Proverbs 28:13) .... it hit me alot man ...
these days i really lost something precious .... something really really precious ... 'im sorry'
oh dear people ... what wrong motives we have ... the heart is so deceitful ... sometimes we dun even realise it ... i could see it ... see thru you ... but ... why we dunno wat we do is sin unless we evaluate ourself everyday? ......
time is running short for me ... the days for my 'N' level is near ... yet i have yet touch my books ..... over-confidence? cant be ... God ... i wanna be Salt and light ... my class knows im a Christian and watching my every moves ... if one day i dun go skool they call me a 'hyprocrite' ... if i say anything bad or do they will say 'ur church teach u tis kind of thing'? oh God ... i wanna shine like the stars in the night for u ... please help me ... without u i cant never get tis thru ... im weak im helpless ... God ... help me help me help me help me help me help me .................
10:28 PM
I never will leave You ~
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