Thursday, July 19, 2007
i want to grow ... i want to grow grow grow!
God leads and i follow
many times i think about it ... when doesnt my group grows explosively? why dont they love God more and more? many questions went through my head ytd and i realised a few things
1.it was not what God's plan it as yet
2.this wasnt the Best way
3.it wasnt spirit-led
i was abit puzzeled when tis answers came to me ... "tis seems fishy ... den if its not what God said it was ... den what am i have been doing den?" ....................... thought about it .... pray about it ... i think as for me ... im growing ... yes i am ... the thing is now ... God said tat ... "its great 2 follow people who have grown their group and u want follow their examples hoping 2 receive the same results ... but i tell u the truth ... tis is not my plan for u ... i have planned a specific race for you 2 run ... only u can run ..." its very true sometimes ... den God spoke 2 me the 2nd time "have u ever asked me wonder tis will do? or do u assume tat it works for others so it will definitely works for you ?" ... i was dumb-founded ....... keeping silence it came a third time "was ultimate best?" ............................................................................
i couldnt help but allow my heart 2 drop be4 God ... "im a sinner God .... i have failed u this week .... " God told me " nope u didnt .... ur just one step towards ur sucess " ... i dunno how 2 say ... God never failed 2 encourage me ... im more convicted 2 serve even harder!!!
9:46 PM
I never will leave You ~
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