Tuesday, June 19, 2007
pretty stress out (im not seeking attention go away!)
argh! gRR!!1 ... i I I I I I I I I I I ... cant stand u !!! ... bleah! ... im so stressed up ... everytime im on fire my brother dinesh have 2 put me down ... wif his super discouraging words ... if only dinesh use his gift of influential skills for God 2 convince ppl ... it would be much better .... but hes always shooting me down ... tearing me down as i stand tall ... i ask God for big problems ... is tis one of them? i wonder who feels my spirit ... who noes ? who understand ? hmm .........
anyways i wanna affirm shu ping ... shes a sister from Far north ... while we were having party at my brother,warren, condo ... she was sharing her life testimony and i think the Good news!!! woW!!!! was great encouraged by living a life of sharing the goodnews constantly ... she may seem not a very strong gal but she has a strong spirit of faith ... how can i deny what i saw? ty shu ping for showing us how's it should be done! jiayou!!!
ytd went for the Love matters seminar ... not bad sia ... so i realise how many of u reacting towards me ... haha wrong motive rite? hmmm ? lol jk jk ... im being me im still the same but becoming more like Christ ... but now i hope i dun send wrong signal liao bleah! how would i noe being gentleman sumtimes is not wise ? lol!!! nth nth!!! nth!!!! *ROFL*
in like two hrs time leaving 2 go evax ... God ... i really need strength 2 go on ... its not easy seriously when im receiving spiritual and physical attacks from Satan ... its super tiring ... why wear a spiritual mask? desire for attention? wanting 2 be loved? wanting 2 belong ? where's our identity in Christ? ...... God i need strength seriously ... 2 evax for a complete 5-6hrs of evax ... i never evax for more than 3-4hrs ... 5-6 .... gonna kill me but i see the value ... i have my own convictions ... do u have urs? think think think ... evaluate evaluate evaluate ... no time for xtra relationships ... no time 2 slack for long ... Christ is coming .... where will i stand ? a vision ... cast it upon my mind ... Let it be done as You will not mine ... can i have a amen God?
9:30 AM
I never will leave You ~
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