Thursday, June 07, 2007
is tis strong or weak?
dear dear ex-sheep .... i noe many things r in a mess rite now but i really wanna pray tat have a faith of a little child and stop asking God so many irrelevant questions ... though tere r many questions we dunno but doesnt mean tat we have 2 know it all or have a excuse 2 question God and not serving Him ... i think its pretty dumb 2 ask "God... if u created us who created u?" tis is one of the most foolish thought i ever knew ... its not our business where God comes from a egg,from the sky or just pop out from sumwhere ... but one thing i noe is God created me for His pleasure and i will live for tat .................
hmm ... a thought just mingle upon my mind n thought abt what jess and jolene n strangely kai en prohencied over me abt putting God above everything else ... i was like "its like contradicting of how i am rite now ... i mean i put God first tts why i want see ppl come 2 noe Christ" bla bla n i even explained ... den i told them it must mean a warning for me in the future ..... wow ... suddenly i realise i got one area wif a wrong motive which is unseen by any1 only God can see and me .... gosh !!! ok clear away sin and re-focus on Jesus :P
hmmm ... u noe ... im quite close to the holy spirit ... so ... i tend 2 know whether .... u noe ... i noe u ..... me ... u also noe i ..... ........ but den u try disturb by saying i ..... her but u actually also ..... me but ur hiding ... i may pretend i didnt noe but i noe how humans react ... how ...... soon be n wat will ppl do ... but i still havent confirm whether she ........ me but it seems abit 2 strange ... but maybe closeness? .... oh well ....... but u shud noe tat i no matter how i feel or like i only want 2 do what expands the Kingdom of God n amen 2 tat :P
anyways just came bak home from kai en's house n its was abt 10 ... my goodness i slept from 6am-9 am but actually less than tat.. i keep waking up ... gosh ... the props for G.A.P(camp) is almost done!!! haha it was super duper fun man ... okay lar ...... sian keith never come if not can high wif him .... oh well still ..... ...... ..... :P :)... i feel sian n veri wat lor when .... said tat .... had no .... because ... is ..... ... i feel abit ... very frustrated ... argh! ending here!!!
11:37 AM
I never will leave You ~
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