Saturday, May 19, 2007
hi im bak!!!
just wanna say hi to all my faithful readers and sorry for not updating quiet awhile ... haha ... really couldnt find the time n my brother didnt allow me 2 use .... :P
First i wanna say is ytd I and my brother,Dinesh,we just shared life openly ... the struggles ... our shepherd, what we want in life,simply wats going on tat is .... den he shared alot of things tat he shared 2 no1 .. not even his shepherd .... and i was like ... omg .... no wonder why ur like tat ... he was matured enough 2 why hes like tis but he just points fingers ... not his fault though ... we all did that be4 .... at first i was playing PS2 ... den he kept like scolding me ... so i as a natural human being scolded him mocked him n ridiculed him ... den i just ignored him ... n he even told me he wants 2 serve Satan ... i was like omg ....tis is not my bro at all!!! no1 can be pushed until tis extend ... so he just kept saying tat what i also sin n i also going the same way 2 destruction ... i ignored him bah n still scold him ... den later he start sharing his feelings ... .i guess he couldnt keep it inside for long ... he just let it out all on me n i was like .... *speechless ... wateva he said ... was ... not his fault ... i was like ... ur like tat because tis all happen 2 ya n u was very hurt from the inside n neva tell it 2 any1? i mean ... i was thinking like tat but i neva say ... i cry lightly den stop liao ... cannot emo so much lol! ... God ... all i wanna say is use him greatly ... he has a heart 2 serve u ... but because of circumstances and problems ... which not his fault hes like tat. .. he young n new still ... teach him Ur way O lord :P
well ... i just read sum1 blog n i kinda feel relieved at the same time stress ... if i ever look at the person ... it wouldnt be the same ... haiz gosh ... aiya pretend nth happen lor! just wanna forget it ... :P
the nxt impt i wanna say is HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI XIAN!!! :P :) just wanna say wei xian is really a fun sister :P she always sian go disturb ppl ... if any1 sian can go n talk 2 her ... she got alot of things 2 talk or do LOL just wanna say 2 you Sis that become a shepherd real soon :P grow Grow GROW :P
man im really touched at Christine's actions ... i hear stories abt her but i didnt noe until tis extend ... man ... i really love her humanity and a shepherd's heart ... she really a person i admire suddenly ... hope 2 have the same heart for her ppl also :P ty Christine :P
gosh ... i look at my group ... kind big for me 2 handle .. its wide but not deep ... i have 2 take care of 7 ppl n 6 of them r my sheeps... gosh ... gotta sort it real soon :P
well .... im running late for meeting wis Justin ... so g2g hahaz!!! see yaz! :P
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I never will leave You ~
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