Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Running!!!
well i just ate laksa...the funny thing is...i drank the soup be4 i ate it .. . LOL !!! im a weird person but i like it :)
todae completely good-mood sia .....todae VP talk 2 me bla bla bla ... she's said she will trail me for the rest of this year... God ... den after a few nagging sessions... i went back to class.... along a way a teacher called me "Sathya!" so i turn back n saw the femal malay teacher which i dun really noe ... dunnoe how she noe my name... alot of teacher know my name sia... so famous *giggle giggle.... anyways told me "wah... after so long never see u?u come bak arh?" if u dunno wat she meant...its a long story ... den i was like " ya.." den she replied "why u neva come skool ? u got marry arh? u got sarakki?(which means wife in tamil) ... u noe wat sarakki means?" i nod my head ... den she said "try 2 come 2 skool everyday ... u need education 2 survive... u r a handsum boy ..... if u got studies ur life will be veri sucesfful " .... well she really brighten my day... but i think again... i was kinda scared ... coz many many adults say i good-looking(im not trying 2 hao-lien) ...as u noe adults n teens dun have the same interest ... for them ugly is for us nice... for us nice is for them ugly .... gosh ... so many ppl say i either okay rarely ugly sumtimes handsum ... i think of it ... who cares? lol ...my uncle and aunt from malaysia came to singapore after like ... few yers? ... den also said i look very handsum already *shy shy
den we had 2.4km test ... den we started 2 run ... den hor got one guy overtake me ...he was first i was 2nd... i was like .. omg ... i;m first in my class but hes first ibetween both our classes...den i nvm .. try 2 get 2nd atleast...den i run 1st round 1minute...2nd round 4minutes...3rd around 6minutes..4th round 8minutes ...den later the guy who was first dying liao...i started 2 catch up wif him den i sprint the last round ... n my time is. ... 9:39 :) wow i neva hit single digits be4 !! so happy .. i dunno where i got my sudden burst of energy 2 sprint the last round... my leg like want 2 break liao ... i can jog constanly quite fast for 3rounds only...but i dunno how i manage 2 jog 4rounds n sprint the last one ... actually i motivated myself... i really told me "i could do it ... if im tired ... its my mentality thinking ... i noe i can push myself..." so i kept my mind off the tiredness n pain so i just kept running ... so happy ... i've been really learning not 2 giving up ... my shepherd shared wif me tis story ... i think quite powerful... i was stunned when i heard it n because of tis i was able 2 pushed myself when i was about 2 finish the race...
There was a women who was a swimmer ... she wanted 2 take a challenge 2 cross across the ocean... though it will take fews days n seems impossible .. but it was possible ... so she had alot of motivation 2 complete tis race...so she started 2 swim .. she kept swiming for days (After all a ocean is very far!!!) ....den suddenly she saw fog infromt of face... she completely couldnt see anything ... so she carried on swiimming ... she was very tired ...so she carry on swimming though she couldnt see where she how much more she need 2 swim ... after a period of time ... she became veri tired... the fog seems 2 be forever... so she decided 2 give up ...so when they came n picked her up ...they said "If u have carried on abit more u could have done it" she was curious ...wat did tat guy meant? den she realised tat she could see land where she stopped swimming ... she realised tat if she had carry swimming she would have finished the race"
the lesson was... ppl give up when they r sumthings so close to their goals (btw i twist the story abit but its true though) so know tis... dun ... ever.. give ... up... though ... it ... seems... its... never... possible ... wat is impossible wif humans is possible wif God :)
anyway skip subject... later ppl start 2 suan me liao ... anyways i feel kinda tried... my skoolwork end abt .... dunno but end up at home 7...so realise abt 6 arh? i guess... coz tis will be my last nite i staying up so late... i wanna go early morning 2 meet ppl n outreach! wats faith without deeds rite? should show it :) i wanna be Salt and light ... i wanna be devoted 2 evangelism lifestyle...gosh... i havent do my homework sia.. sum i dunno ... no time... 2 much ... zzz ... stress stress stres... nah! i wont free stress haha! unless ppl pressure me den i stress .. zzz
hmmm ... i neeed 2 plan my time properly ... need subsitudes incase sumthing missed out .. gosh...plan plan pla n :) gotta be faithful :) neva plan = sin ... fail 2 plan =plan to fail ....
gosh i feel so terrible ... i did not do any wrong i dunno y i scared my form teacher... hes like ... another idiot ... haiz... i told him i neva go skool because i had 2 buy stuff for my brother all tis n take care of him n he said "so ur saying studies is not important?... did ur parents told u not 2 go skool?" "no" ... "so means no excuse rite?purposely dun want come sjool rite? .......haiz sathya if u want change u better change now .. be4 i kick u " wat lar ... how i handle sia ... should i talk back telling him "if ur family dying ... u still will go work meh? need money 2 eat wat" doesnt it make sense .... idiot ... but if i keep quiet it seems true ... oh well ... ill keep quiet.. hes one of the worst teacher i met... demotivated me , humilated me , discouraged me .... den he teacher for wat? .......... aiya dun want say liao ... dun learn from me ... i just angry only ...zzz ...nvm i go n crucify myself leh.. bye! :P
11:20 PM
I never will leave You ~
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