Sunday, April 08, 2007
Daddy why?
We rode into town the other day,
just me and my Daddy.
He said I’d finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse
that of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting
and so we stopped to find out why
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes
So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Daddy please can’t you do something?
He looks as if he’s going to cry
You said he is stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy,
boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering if there was something that he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out,
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross
And it said : Father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Father please can’t you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size,
Father remind me why,
why does everyone want me to die.
When will I understand why?
My precious Son, I hear them screaming. I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming
but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me more than you know
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
I’ve heard your unbearable cry
the power in your blood destroys all the lies,
soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father’s side.
Now I can tell you why,
she is why you must die
Really touched by tis song... many many ppl cried over tis because its so true ... if we r touched by tis...how touched r we 2 first understand God's love? man daddy Daddy DADDY!! i love u!!
ppl have been complaining what my words 2 small or stick 2 each other ... IS THIS BIG ENUFF? :) SMILEZZ...
anyways i slept early and wake up early for xiaojun because i dun want him 2 miss Easter service... very important indeed... den i overslept again .... -.-' ... xiaojun how come u managed 2 oversleep so many times sia ... zzz
anyways since we didnt go service i didnt plan 2 wat 2 do sia... i burn my time playing dota,hearing songs n msning .... sian ... abit regret... should have went 2 learn piano how 2 improvise abit ... oh well...
den later choonhan ask me want 2 go play basketball den i anything lor ... coz i dun wanna rot at home plus can see xiaojun n excercise abit :) so anything lor ... den hor i saw a sister ... reminds me of a brother ... i basically was crazy .... i was laughing 2 myslf madly ... all i can say to that brother is 'Godda give Godda received' :) (nvm if u dun get it)
i feel so weird btw... i didnt change my clothes tat i was planning 2 wear to service... jeans n long-sleeved T-shirt n shoes n chain on my pocket plus on my neck ... what the shit lar(wow i sound so violent)... lol ... playing basketball go play like tat lor
anyways it rained n me jiawann n xiaojun went kfc 2 eat... but along the way xiaojun dropped his wallet den he want picked it up he dropped his mobilephone(btw its called a mobilephone not a handphone)...den later me n xiaojun walking tat time jiawann dropped her mobilephone...den was dirty... i wanted 2 offer my shirt tat i was wearing 2 clean for her...but Ming ye was kind enuff 2 did wat i wanted 2 do ... haha... when we reach cck we were basically dunno where 2 eat...den xiaojun saw 2-3 person same shirt wif him ... he dam sian lor ... lol...like veri weird sia wear same clothing...except if ur going skool lar ...so i didnt wanted 2 eat not hungry ..jiawann also not hungry so xiaojun eat alone :P ... haha u should have seen it ... xiaojun bully jiawann ... poor jiawann .... few sentences for both of ya
Xiaojun:hey must be gentleman,cannot bully gal leh.... haha i love ur face on the ez-link card... i would like 2 perfrom more magics wif it * ROFL ROFL ROFL
Jiawann:yo gal ... u gotta stand up gal ... dun let guy step on just because ur a gal n ur toooooo kind n sweet 2 stand up for urself :) n also sorry i make fun of ya... must noe me i say things without meaning anything :) smile k? dun be so emo just because ur mobilephone spoilted den later it worked ... God must be testing ya u noe...?
den later went up 2 arcade...den i went in ...they said go out ... coz i was bringing in SweetTalk drink... zzz so i went outside n sit on the teletubby ride ... *lame ... den later jiawann i dunno ... suddenly come out of the arcade... so kind ... i guess she tell xiaojun i kena send out den accompany me ... haha ... den she went home ... xiaojun say she ps ... i dun think so lar... she gal mah she need 2 go home ... i understand leh ....anyways hor jiawann :) ..
den it was left me..............Xiaojun ...... n my SweetTalk drink ... since i got the drink i couldnt go inside the arcade .... xiaojun keep bugging me 2 drink faster ... sian lor ... i got so many brain freeze than i forgot how many times i kena ...den hor we went in den xiaojun played the basketball game thingy ... i see him play like not bad leh... i had super confidence in myself because.... afterall im good in it n better than him ... but after he played many rounds he got tired n ask me take over ... OH God ... i was basically lousy den him ... i shot under the net!!! omg ...i was even worst den alot of ppl lor ... dam malu lor... i keep missing .... den i half-way shooting i look at xiaojun n tell him "sian ne" he was like "wth r u doing?" dam ps lol ... den actually he ask me want play mah... i actually wanted 2 to hao lien coz got ppl fancinating xiaojun ...i wanted 2 try n btw i dun hao lien in basketbal... becuz i noe im good in it already :) ...den hor i realised .... when human want 2 show ppl tat they r good in sumthing ... they would want 2 do better .... u noe where? because they want 2 feel important in ppl's sight.... u might disagree or dun understand me but its really true ... check ur heart if u disagree wif me .... sumtimes u even tell joke n insult urself of wat u do or wat u r n try gaining ppl's attention by making them laugh ... because y? ... u want them 2 like u for u jokes u tell .. u wanna be funny 2 see ppl valuing u... yea of coz... those who noe me noes i do all tis ... but i dun have wrong motives for such ... i do it for the pleasure of seeing ppl's smiles :) not because i desired attention ...even i told my leader whether i should stop joking because it isnt Me at all ... but he said... if ur able 2 relate wif ppl ....y not? ...afterall we r hear 2 serve ...
anyways tats for pride issue n egoistic ppl ... hmmm ... anyways after the basketball thingy we played datona ... xiaojun was very kind enuff 2 let me play ..TY BRO!!! ... but i lose 2 him lor... i put automatic.. sian lor i dunno how 2 use the brake n drift lor .. siansation ...den after tat we wanted2 go home ... but we saw sum1 dancing at the dancing revolution thingy .. n guess who r they ... they r two men in formal suit... u noe the kind where ur teacher wears...plus the leather boots...i basically was ROFL ...they look dam dumb n stupid n weird n ...i dunno HOW 2 SAY!! *ROFL...den i ask xiaojun whether want 2 video them or not he said dun leh coz we like terrible ppl ...but veri funny sia!!!...they played the highest speed lor!! they DAM PRO SIA...they put their hands in their pocket n move their legs like GOD SIA!!! Xiaojun keep hitting me coz he cannot tahan how they danced... i dunno how 2 say sia...they keep jumping doubles at the same time... they really dam pro sia... i basically rofl still ....
haha den took bus wif xiaojun ...hey xiaojun want 2 say 2 u tis "GOD LOVES U N MISSES 2 MUCH ALREADY!!!" :) smilezzz ...den after accompanying him to his bus-stop i alighted at yew tee MRT station ...coz faster reached home ... tat i saw jency getting up the bus... i waved at her she couldnt see...even when she walk walking 2 the bus-seat i waved her bigger...den after she sit down i waved at her she couldnt see ... so i go near to the mirror n jumped n waved at her ... den fianlly she saw me n waved at me... haha... i want sleep liao ...had fun time todae but... i feel like playing piano suddenly!!! zzz ok nvm bye !!!
11:43 PM
I never will leave You ~
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