Friday, April 06, 2007
Esther!!!
ytd was HOT ... thon at kai en house ... den i slept ... i lack 2 much sleep for 2 days liao ... hahaz ...
ytd had shepherding wif Justin!!! learn alot!!! den he reminded me of esther ... oh God ... y didnt i think of tis... i felt so ... very wat lor ... its so basic but i forgotten ... haiz ... anyways tommorow morning im gonna go OuTREACH!!! hope tomorrow no visitor come... instead come sat service ... because i really want 2 outreach!! so excited ... i will feel so wasted if i could not bring a soul over 2 God but if u work hard n no fruits ... Its okay!!! god sees ur heart!! :) n also is God drawn all man 2 him not us ... we just invite but the ppl staying r because of God n us being used by God ... so God deserve 100% credit but God shares it wif us :)
wah.. i dam high sia ... i saw a person in my skool .. who was a person ... den i was like "isnt tis person talked 2 me last time during CCA?" friendly person... but 2 bad i dun even noe the person name ... haiixx...
anyways my teacher Mr koh ... counselled me ... dunno for wat lar but i didnt need one ... they just worry haha! ...anyways tis teacher was a bibical christian teacher ... he doesnt get angry at ALL!!! i see how the students disturb him always he never get angry one ... even i can get angry hearing him talk so loud n irritating ... he encourage wif a verse from philippines sumthing:sumthing ... abt making ur body ur own slave ... haah wat he means is how can i push myself 2 even extend myself ...
thinking tis subject i got 2 power christian teachers in my skool ... one is Mr koh ... another powerful women is Miss ang ... but i saw her get angry be4 .... haha ...but its okay lar ... she female mah... den my ex-class dam wild ppl ... making animal noise n irritate her *haha ...
im so freaking discouraged n demotivated ... my DM,Principal,Freaking Mr tannabal(another staff guy),VP n my form teacher freaking accuse me alot ... dunno how 2 rephrase their word.. hearing so dam harsh ... i was so sad n hurt when my teacher humilated me infront of the whole class...haiiz.. i no mood liao 2 blog bye...*im such a emo guy...
12:16 AM
I never will leave You ~
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