Worst of the worst
currently at xiaojun house so can blog now... coz my brother the internet line kena cut off n also uhe hate me for something .... dunno liao for what... now he doesnt even look at me. ...
anyways i went thru ****************************************************************************************(not clarifying wat it is)but i know God does everything for a reason .... so usually we pay the consequences of our own actions ....
sad to say some1 is .......... haiz ... dun wanna talk abt it .. its so hurting ... y does tis sumthings have 2 happen to me? .... i dun think tis way.... its a circumstances that God put me 2 to grow ... to teach me things that im still dun understand ...
indeed i've grown closer to God ... but .....i want even closer ... so close i believe<--- lame ...
anyways...what i learn is it does not matter what has happened but how u react towards it ... let say if we have just sin ... God doesnt says "u evil sinner...u have sin againist me i shall neva forgive u" ...nope ... My God doesnt do tat but if we repent ...thats what God is after ... being repentence for our sin ... God wants that .... God wants 2 see how u react towards ur life,problems,environment,circumstances,etc... what im trying 2 say is we must react righteously towards the outcome ... tats all God seeks for ... not what has happened :)
Anyways...i might not be able 2 update soon or what...because my bro doesnt let me use the com anymore....hes angry at me still for something i did to him...which actually is he started it ...nvm forget ... so ill update asap ..ya?
