Thursday, March 22, 2007
Last dinner
woo hoo!!! just finished watching hana kimi 14 episode ..left one last episode !!! :)
i was about 2 go sleep without blogging but oh well ... im doing it for sum1 though :)
todae i went to eat one last farewell dinner with my sheepmates one last time be4 we depart *sob sob ... den we started 2 look back how God was being faithful in our lifes but this isnt the end but a new beginning :P ...
thats for tat ... i tried a trick ...not my plan actually ... it worked but was it wise ? i think its quite dumb... u rather be straight forward den smuggle around 2 hide here n there .... gosh ....
anyways i feel rite now so ... unwanted?insecure?jealous?guilty? hmmmmmmmm.... i dunno ...just not a good feeling though .. i think tis is my down period ... haiz ... bleah!!! im going back 2 God *end
hmm ...i think naturally all humans want to be important in someone's life or something ...hmm...anyways i thought of this when i was in the LRT (im a person who does alot of stupid thingy n imgaination but i will grow from it) ... while i was in the train, i heard a loud ringtone from a handphone ...den it lasted for awhile ...den i was like "y u so insecure?y must u gain other ppl's attention on u?" i wanted 2 said tat but i imagined tat i wrote it on a big majong paper n show it 2 her n i also wrote "y i wrote it down because i dun want u 2 feel ps infront of the other ppl" den tts when i was hitted!!! ... holy spirit reflected upon my life ..."can u see a bibical value on how 2 teach ppl?" I SAW IT!!! what the holy spirit wanted 2 teach me is we should not tell ppl "hey its wrong because its a sin n u deserve hell" though its true dun we all deserve it? its because God has shown mercy on u ...will u show mercy on ur fellow sinners? holy spirit also said "we have 2 help 2 become more like Christ not make them more like Christ" u get the point? .... gosh i feeling closer 2 God each time because i pray in the spirit!!!! i really love praying because it works!!! .... kk off 2 study abit,qt,piano n praying for a long time!!!! LOVE IT MAN!!! ta ta !
11:40 PM
I never will leave You ~
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