Wednesday, March 21, 2007
HOLY SPIRIT ROX!!!
yup!!! i feel GREAT!!!
brothers n sisters...have u every feel tired of praying in the spirit?Is it everytime after u pray in tonuges...u either feel tired 2 pray more or nothing seems 2 happen?
Guess wat...honestly speaking ...sometimes i really tired 2 speak in tongues...to start it takes like 'energy' ... so i just started 2 pray in tongues... as i prayed... i felt more tired 2 pray in tonges...i urge u... the more u feel u dun want 2 pray,the more i think u should pray...usually the holy spirit edifying us is a instant thing or takes time ... many of the times as i prayed in the spirit ...after few hours maybe days...i started 2 learn alot and hear alot from God ...i could felt God's strong embrace...den i realise because i had prayed to God ... God neva failed 2 answer my prayer ... so the more 'sian' u feel like prayer .... the more i u need it :)
anyways now is 5am ...one more hour be4 i go school ...basically i thon the whole nite without sleep ...coz if i sleep i cant wake up for sure ...so might as well dun sleep ... yup ...i dunno ... i guess i've alot of energy at night but i die to the sun ...gosh ... i really cant handle liao ... made up my mind ...im quickly finishing my 'N' level den go ITE ...coz i would be able 2 cope tere more ... i think so .. see how first ...
hmmm... todae didnt play basketball ... sad ... i hope i dun gain weight ... hmmm .... i think im fat but many ppl say im fit ...gosh..do i have the disease? but i dun force myself 2 dun eat lor ... nah... i just think im fat ... this will make me more motivated 2 play basketball :) anyways ...i go do my QT be4 i go skool ... AlL tHe BeSt To MySeLf
dEar DeAr ...why does this has 2 happen to me ... i feel this is much more of a curse ... another burden on my head for no reason ... i lost my self esteem completely ... God u make me feel 'ugly' ...y me? wat did i do sia? am i so 'unlucky' until kena like tat? wats the reason? how do u want me 2 react about tis? silent?share? or mock it? ..... zzzzzzzZZZZ
Anyways now 5:20 ...gonna get ready for school liao .... soz ... im a machine at night den die in the morning ... God ... LEAD ME TO IT!!!
4:48 AM
I never will leave You ~
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