i love j...i love je..... i love jes....... i love jesu............ I LOVE JESUS!!! WOO HOO
nvm im so random ....
Todae we had combied CG wif the north ppl ...wah....i want 2 cry liao ...tis is the last time we will be having CG together ... *sob sob ...the new restructing is coming up in two weeks time...n soon school ...bleah...thinking about school makes me wanna die!!! dotxxx :)
Anyways we met at Sembawang park to 2 the beach tere n ... mess around? ... i mean cg lar ...den hor ...sherman saw the tree roots or branches? not sure ....we swing from it like tarzen! so FUN!!! every1 was basically looking at us...like we siao ppl like tat..but very fun!so i swing the furthest!!! w00tt ...

btw we pass by the "SINGAPORE'S CHEAPEST STORE!!!"den we heard jazz music...sounds so 'romantic' irritating song (come on ...dun have wrong motiveS!)

den later me n sherman climbing up the tree that time we saw a lizard ...so we boring mah...so we chase the lizard ...den disturb it...den i want step the tail den i accidently step on it...den it injured ...den he walk slowly to a tree hole which was quite small...but was out of reach...but sum1 gave me a stick n i dig it out ...den i use the stick the hold the tail ...ok here the good part gonna start...if u have compassion for animals n ur not sadist...plz stop reading from now on ..if u do ...ur gonna regret .....

Den hor sum of us started 2 throw small little stones on it... ok lar... nth happen ..den hor the lizard fighter sia...he tried 2 bite back ...den we use stick 2 poke it den it bite the stick ...a strong grip till when we lift the stick up in the air the lizard still clinging its mouth on it ...den hor we let it down hold the tail again...den got a branch which has abit sharp ends...den we starting poking the lizard...DEN HOR!!! TIS IS THE GOOD PART!!! blue liquid started 2 come out from its body(EEEEWWWWWWWWWWW) den im not sure who poke it deeper...den more blue juice came out ...den later we relax the blue thing was the intenstine,lungs n stomache!!! YUCK!!! ...den it was still breathing...den we started 2 provoke it..using the stick n poking its mouth it bit the stick..den someone went n carry it 2 land...coz actually it was on the grass...den we started 2 crucified it ...we took a satay stick(not me !!!) pierce abit inside the lizard stomache ...den twist!!!YUCCK!!! THE WHOLE SKIN IS LIKE..TWISTING INSIDE THE STICK!!!den hor...we pierce the satay stick thru it...literally THRU IT!!! ...it was actually like satay..except its lizard meat :) ..n guess what...IT STILL BREATHES!! it doesnt die ...den hor ...sum1 took another satay stick ...n pierce it through the eyes till the other end ...omg thinking abt it really makes me ... anyways after awhile...it STILLS breathe!it was still alive..den lol ...they took jasmine green tea n coke 2 pour on it...still alive..(like water gonna make it die or sumthing) ...den we did the final move...we took a leaf...put it ontop of the lizard n gave it 3 BIG STOMPS!!! GOSH!!! TIS WAT I HATED THE MOST....when they lift the leave..the BLOOD WAS EVERYWHERE!!!THE ORGANS ALL SQUASHED N SPREAD OUT!!! YUCK!!!

tts the end...its so disgusting 2 talk ...but ... nvm skip subject...

Anyways i had no money 2 go home liao ...den i cant take MRT ...coz i no money ...den the brothers very kind ... give me money 2 take bus rides here n tere..but den sembawang no bus 2 my house....den i need 2 take atleast 2 bus...i like. ..wah...very ma fun leh....den shawn decided 2 pei wo .... i was...abit touch .... let me tell u abt this great guy...he actually is my ex-sheep n i tell u ...it was indeed a terrible sheep tat time...gave me alot of problems...i had 2 go his house 2 find him all this n he alot of times moodswings one...if he bored or tired or dun 'feel' like going 2 service he wont want 2 go...always i need persuade him n when he tell me all tis feelings i dunno how 2 answer him ..but not now ...now indeed he have grown ALOT!!!! ..... he was way much more nicer,generous,better looking now(because he gain my genes),kind,selfless n very very encouraging ....n also more funny...i was shocked sia...he grown really alot ....God indeed is moving ... all i can say is shawn is such a great brother towards me

Anyways ....abt myself ... i realise i starting 2 'run' away from reality.... i sumtimes hate talking ...i dunno y...i really no mood alot of times 2 talk 2 ppl ... i dunno y lar ...i really hate tis days... ppl r being themselves again...mostly irritating .... i dun want elaborate liao

anyways ... i GOING HIGH 2 LEARN PIANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im really passionate 2 pursue tis....gosh ...i forgot 2 study....gosh .....TC n BYE!!! i think i go do now!!