Thursday, February 01, 2007
Hi everyone!
its been long since i updated n real sorry ...i was lazy n my brother doesnt really let me play so... it will take awhile again ...maybe 2 update
anyways today school was .... ok? i realise something....i thought when u follow God u will be like a 'dork','geek' or 'nerd' because people will go away from u but den i realise something...its not people will hate u but instead they will be drawn by the light from u...well...it works for me....i realise i think im the only one ... which can basically relate 2 any1 i want...the nerds,geeks,dorks,morons, cool people,unique,fun or anykind... i was abit puzzled..."y r ppl attracted to me? am i a fun person? do i have a aura of joy around me?" maybe....its because i dun critize i dun scold valgurites, i dun gossip i dun even speak a word of any 'bad word' if i do its for a joke n they understanding people...well...thank god for me :)
well tts for tat...todae i was faithful.... i decided to do my confirmation xtra early :) for the first time...shocking eh? den i started calling alot of contacts...all rejected me...after one zhenghua guy...he said he was coming...den i didnt hang up on him...i just 2 talk 2 him coz i wanted him 2 be more open 2 me...so we started talking abt CCA,our class,our school...den after tat i ask him want 2 go out n eat ...btw he is sec1 n its abt 7pm already....but he said anything ...so i went to eat wif him at bukit batok wif yong le,jolene,sherman n gordan ...was okay lar n the zhenghua guy enjoy himself i guess...we played a very lame game in the train but u want to know u ask me :) DAM LAME TTS ALL I CAN SAY!!! REALLY LAME!!! n we draw :) ....
i felt really really joyful after a sucessful SOW n i realise two things .... one, tere r people who want to serve God is whether ur gonna ask them but we wouldnt noe so we gonna invite as many ppl as we can...2nd,is tat i been 2 hasting always inviting ppl for this service thing....i think if a stranger ask me go i definitely wont go one...i realise tat... its not about how hard or how 'spiritual' u r or did...its how well u do it...i realise u dun have 2 invite many ppl 2 have ppl 2 come....u just SOW atleast one person one week...n he will come :) just spend time doing things wif the person...make the person feels tat hes important n u really desire to be friends...i tell u...God created humans 2 be relational...which means we r create 2 relate wif God...no1 can escape from how God created us 2 be so talking to them naturally will open people open...its a natural thing...the thing is r u gonna take tis courage 2 talk 2 them? dun allow the satan 2 say "dun talk 2 him lar...after u talk 2 him/her den reject u u pai seh leh...or he/she cannot be save confirm see so bad i bet my life tis person wont convert" RUBBISH!!! just ask satan 2 shut up n go talk...the end of tat...as u talk more n do things ur once unable 2 do...u will naturally grow better in doing what ur not able 2 do ...n God definitely can use u...take step of courage 2 ask ...
as hope 2 update more... learnt alot 2 be faithful n be a even stronger christian n SOWer coz i took faith ....well tis only a start...west 50 by tis year...its coming at ur face... LOL!!! anyways wanna thank all the ppl who wished me happy birthday... i really appreciate it n its okay if u dun buy present...im fine wif it but really wanna say thx 2 those ppl who already bought presents for me ....really appreciate u all!!! bye n takes cares!!!
11:27 PM
I never will leave You ~
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