i quite stress leh but im not gonna express it 2 reason y is because the more i share...the more i pek chey i get,the more pek chey u guys will get n plus i dun want be emo :) ..... anyways i got a few temption here n tere....i didnt failed....but more came ....aiyo ..... skool's life is hard...anyways i wanan blog abt todae n go study,do hw,qt,n sing songs 2 God

Ok...i woke up 6am...dotz lar i slack till 7am...dam tired from ytd nite...den i went skool 2 outreach coz i pang seh my sheep from going mac 2 eat wif him...i prefer outreaching more worth it but David just now told me 2 its better if we spend time wif our ppl....veri true...anyways...got no1...all went 2 class...dotz...wasted time actually... haha...den as usual...my friend r as lame n nonsensical,crappy as ever....was fun n as usual...they will pop a few dirty n unbibical words den i say "if u talk tis kind of things im not gonna talk 2 u" den they said " ok ok..just saying oni" den we skip subject n be lame again haha!.... im still staying firm on temptions...grr...its not a sin 2 be tempted but its a sin 2 'entertain' it...which means dwell in it ...but thank God i kept my focus on him :) 2 be more like him...not 2 join in their talks n actions...i wanna be more truth-guided not emotional ...tts wat will make a leader very strong....yes im growing on tis area...be more word-centered... n yes....oh yea hor....be4 shepherding wif david just now abt 6:30 like tat....i tried invite ppl from cck but failed...but i felt a desperation 2 invite :)!!!! im gonna chiong 2 INVITE PPL LIAO!!! TAT FIRE IS BURNING IN ME!!! WOOTS!!!! but i didnt take courage 2 invite 2 3ppl like tat...i let them pass by me.....so afraid...but God i have 2 be more faithful....if i cant even do this...how am i gonna 2 win my skool...dun really need 2 win my skool...abt 20ppl...aiyo...so im gonna grow in my courage 2 ask strangers n get 2 know them n invite them :) yes n amen....aiyayayaya....idiot sia....tomorrow got tamil class which i really hate...BLEAGH!!!! i feel like taking chinese class n learn it but David said ur a indian for a reason...master it..ok lor anything ...zzzz learn both lor if can haha...den malay :) so can outreach 2 every1 :) kk...i want go do sumthing else ...dEaR DeAr ....im gonna write my dairy 2 u soon ....if u wanna noe who my dEaR DeAr is....ill tell ya soon :)