Friday, January 12, 2007

god god god god god god god.....feeling dam dry...the world influence in so strong in my skool...im sec4...surppose 2 have matured ppl but i disagree...its like...the older u get the more sinful they also get...haiz...guys saying vulgerites,talking pervertic stuff,mocking,making fun...den the gals flirt around...sum tried 2 talk 2 me coz i funni i purposely give excuses 2 run...aiya...run also they come disiao me ...soz...

GOD GIVE ME STRENGHT!!! ...how 2 outreach n evax all tis..monday going home 5:30pm,tuesday 6:30pm,wednesday 6pm,thursday 6:30pm,friday 4:30....aiya!!! GOD...my time so limited...argh..nvm ill take morning 2 outreach 2 sec1 den i network from tere...yes...den ask them bring friends....

but oni possible IF GOD U ALLOW IT!!! BLESS ME O LORD!!! 2 Chronicles 7:14 ... anyways just now ate laksa...w00t veri nice...den awhile walking 2 the kopitiam it was raining little abit drops of rain...but i feel veri cold when few drops touch my skin....zzz....i touch tapwater also cold lor i scared..go NS sure die one...run in the rain...nvm God i noe u will be wif me :) ....anyways todae wanted 2 shepherd my sheep...first they kena detention,2nd the skool force them 2 go cca n their cca r uniform group...nvm den sunday lor haha! ...needed 2 do more planning...must study more tis year N level...they pressuring so much 2 study...I really try lor...i tried pay attention but they talk so slow n boring till im sleeping n dozing off...i even ask my friend 2 shut up coz i want listen...yet i couldnt learn much...alot gonna depend on self study ... nvm God use me,mould me,shape me :)....btw i realise sumthing...many ppl expect but dun inspect...they want 2 hit goal but they dun do anything abt it...they just talk but dun show it wif their actions...well my conviction is 5% of my skool me won tis year...n its 100ppl...its all together the brothers n sisters goal...but just because of tat im not lowering my goal or think its impossible...God do thru miracles n God indeed MOVES!!!... i say it i will do it n doing it....every morning i wake up 5:30 2 go skool early 2 outreach...if i can do it so can u ...coz inorder for me 2 see 100...i have 2 give up sum things...basically my sleep time,study n comfort zone ... but im willing !!! i will surely do it!!! PRAY FOR ME !!! thx bye

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