Wednesday, December 20, 2006

let me share abit abt ytd...my blessing was ...it rain like siao lor...so i prayed 2 God i ask him 2 let it stop raining until i reach home ...it didnt rain at all till i reach my house...when i step into my house it started 2 rain...consicidience? well i dun think so...God's divine power...

k how abt todae? ...well it rain god-like lor...den nvm just go evax...got one responsive contact atleast...zzzz...den i n xiaojun walk till cck cc...den it started 2 rain like mad...so xiaoxun say confirm God wont answer my prayer...den i said" u little faith arh?" den he joked..."if other ppl pray for rain how? ur prayer or their prayer which one will God listen?" tat i dunno but i believe God will do wat is more 'useful' so if raining helps the person more than its not raining den help me...den im fine wif it haha... but i cant allow tis 2 think God wont answer my prayer...so i prayed without doubt...so xiaojun n i starting talking sum stuff den God suddenly say "go out now" den i looked out the rain stopped...amazing? well tis is the power of God...den we started walking 2 my house...den reach in liao...den started 2 rain again...if u say tis consicidence again...den i dunno wat 2 say liao...twice a row in two days in veri unlikely...den xiaojun say want 2 stay over my house...den i anything lor...but veri irritating leh....he keep telling ppl im hot...i know its true but...if he keep on spreading den other guys jealous how?..................... JK JK!!! LOL... xiaojun i know alot of ppl means i hot meh? .... z z z ...veri buai bah leh lOL...anyways den i sit down 2 blog...sumthing hit me...temptation all these starting 2 mingle in my mind 2 do tis or tat or dun do tat or tis....argh...when temptation our focus is gone...den we tend 2 fall...den when we fall...we feel so guilthy abt doing it..den we ask God for forgiveness den we move on den we fall den ask for forgiveness den fall...ARGH...im sick of tis nonsense in me...den i evaluate myself...y i keep on doing when i dun want do but when my mind tempt me 2 sin i fall 2 it but lata regret doing it...y? ...den i realise its abt WILL power if u can say...its abt keeping ur mind focus n make ur decisions n actions firm...let say if im fasting from food...i wont allow ppl 2 'seduce' me wif their food coz my mind must be clear...i should not allow tis distractions 2 allow me 2 keep my focus away...no way...i understand tis fact...a girl wif strong focus in the mind can win guys wif strong physical body ....its all abt the mindset...if u r really convicted of sumthing like u love 2 do sumthing...wouldnt u want 2 keep doing it or have it? so lets us be in a way tat we r focus minded...look straight not the side...not allowing distractions from the world(which is sin) allowing us 2 stop n rest...NO!!!...we must carry on running!!!! focus-minded is what i wanna build myself in

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