Share abt Friday thing...

even though confirmation from my side is 8 which is doubled...i was still veri discontented...den i told God 2 pour in more fruits...i was dwelling in God's presence n God touched me...God say "my hands shall be upon u...go n ill bless u according 2 ur willingness" i was like wa....i noe now God is really beside me

Nxt just wanna say...MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY1!!!....k ill share after service part :)


my first christmas gift by Sarah

i was SOW on a day when suddenly zheng kai beside told me Sarah wanted 2 talk 2 me...den i thought 2 myself...must she want 2 wish me merry christmas or sumthing...den she hi den i hear she blabbering things coz she talks fast...den i told her "u kiddin arh?" den she said "no...really u want buy u christmas gift,so wat u want or christmas" den i was like...diao...we not even...close like tat den still ask me what i ask for christmas...was abit touch at first at her thoughtfulness...den later service that time she give me a handcaft keychain thingy...was okay but i really didnt care abt the gift but the person who wanted 2 buy for me the gift...was real touched...she lightened up my day alot...first time haha! just wanna say...thx Sarah for making Christmas...Christmas :) i love the gift alot not because is nice is because person who gave it to me is valuable when it was given 2 me :)

My shepherd one will soon upload leh :)
ill write abt him when the pictures uploaded :)

I went Aaron's cg b.b.q :) veri xtra but dun care leh...den went tere den eat satay...zzzz...every1 was like..."ur eating ur kind...sathya cook satay...no its ur brother...sathya u wont feel hungry coz ur eating urself up over n over again...sathya is cooking himself" zzz alot of lame remarks lor but the satay was nice (haiz sound so...like wat lor ... lol ) anyways after tat we late night play poker cards :)...we played murder,bluff, den heart attack....den the heart attack hor...i veri sway...i kena nailled by aaron...my hand bleed...i kena 2 kind of disease...brain tumor n H.I.V...zzz ... long story leh...den the nxt day went 2 CCK 2 celebrate our hardwork even though didnt hit goal...we bought family meal at KFC n eat...wa the cripsy so spicy lor so nice lor :)...den after tat went 2 orchard 2 SOW on one guy...he keep flirting lor ask girl number den walk here n tere...completely waste my time...den i went home my sheep ask me 2 pei him go orchard...WT...11:50pm LEH!!!ASK ME GO OUT!!!LOL...den i anything lor pei him....den suddenly i found out sumthing he did again...den out of my emotions...i blabber wrong words at the wrong time n place...Christmas must happy happy leh but i ruin the mood...zzz..den say want bs leh....den i tell God..."Y...Y ME GOD???WHAT AREAS AM I LAGGING IN?Y U GIVE ME SO HARD PROBLEM N MAKE MY GROUP EVEN SMALLER?Y????"den i started 2 evaluate myself...zzzz i realise one weakness...2 emotional....when i found his sin...i got 2 emotion n started 2 say things out of emotion....den for the first time in my life...even knowing him for 4years...he talk 2 me so rudely for the first time in his life...haiz...from den on i become even a stronger leader...alot of things going thru now...even a new restructuring...n i dun like it one abit...i dun feel rite at all...but...if it helps me 2 grow...im okay wif it...God u must have to bless me hor!! wif good fruits n seeds :) amen 2 tat God?