Thursday, December 21, 2006

After going thru many caregroups,seeing many kinds of ppl,understanding them,expriencing currently rite now n it hit me when i read sum1 blog abt it...let me get into more abt tis....

Caregroup...is simply a group that cares...but its not a prefect caregroup...yes...indeed we will bite each other,yes we will out of anger we do sumthing harsh coz we all arent prefect we have flaws...yet when we forgive them we still have secretly grudges againist them n not wanting 2 tell the person directly that that person hurt him/her...the reason y? i guarantee u as we continue 2 grow wif God...even i myself sumtimes hurt ppl unknowingly...i know...even im sensitive 2 ppl's feelings yet i hurt them...for they misunderstood me... i realise fights,hatred,dislike r usuallly coz of misunderstanding...i tell u the true...the person close 2 u will hurt u the most...would u really care if a stranger comes 2 u n insult u? i think u wont get so angry but think hes siao or sumthing ... but y den when our friends insult us we flared up so easily...like our classmates in our skool...just a word "u asshole" will make them burst into flames...y? y should we really care n react towards wat they think..basically coz humans r like tat...we care for them but we lie 2 ourself tat we hate them...humans r created 2 be related 2 one another but because of sin...we tried 2 use sin 2 hate them for no reasons sumthings...its the same wif God sumthings...sum of us desired,prayed,cried,fasted,shared the gospel but sumthings u think u did all u can u just dun seem 2 feel God around u ...y is it tat? ...first common reason is God is testing u...usually tis doesnt happen 2 nbs n even myself sumtimes so wats the 2nd reason...we everytime walk 2 God one step infront,den back den front den back...we know sinning is wrong yet we use another sin 2 cover our excuses.....y is our heart so filled wif sin? y r arent we following wat the bible says? simply coz sumtimes we dun love God in our hearts,but wif our lips...we may say "Jesus i will die for u" but when troubles,problems,temptions or prosecutions comes...we run away n deny jesus...haiz...how funni humans may seem 2 be...created prefectly but yet follow the errors of own destruction...fooled by satan many times n neva make any effort 2 seek the Almighty God for help...though we might ask ...our heart motive is so little faith....i've put my heart n soul for ppl but they do not see it n judge according 2 mere appearances or expriences.......im so spiritual dry 2 take care of ppl but ill carry on running tis race...i wont give up....neva....God's will will be done,should be done must be done...n i can give u a millions n millions of amen for tat....

I never will leave You ~

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