k i just share 3 of my days event n make a quick post abt it coz i g2g soon haha

Sentosa:
as i was enjoying wif the sea water tere
first problem i had on tis day was i felt....lonely...i wont tell u y but i felt i shouldnt have come todae even though got visitor.......i wont tell u y i kena but God spoke me..."y u feel so insecure...dun u have me? i long 2 talk 2 u everyday...imagined how lonely n sad i feel" but i said "god didnt i do my qt? am i do doing tis for ur will?" but god said again "yes u did all tis....but every second....im just dying 2 talk 2 u...coz...i really...really...love u" i had 2 melt down in tears on friday when i shared tis 2 my sheep....i could understand God's grace...how he poured his love over me once again after tis event.....den as i was talking 2 my another sheep on the phone...he said sumtimes which really hurt me...so i couldnt take it...i realise i had 2 do sumthing....had 2take ownership of my group so i went 2 meet my other sheep which i mention eariler 2 share wif him coz i was veri sad den wat my other sheep told me in the phone

Saturday:
WOW...GREATLY INSPIRED BY PASTOR JEFF TEACHINGS!!!!
he spoke wif amazing n veri great convictions...hes a role model tat i admire...he set a example for all of us how 2 live our life as Christians...really inspired that hes veri kingdom mindedness....tts the reason also y he came out wif a blog....was greatly boosted up of tis sermon coz i wanted 2 take ownership over my group seriously since ytd n tis brought me alive n well...im now buring wif passion for it...learnt alot...

todae--->sunday--->after a great passion of burning for God:
so it was sunday n as i said....i had 2 take ownership over my group...so for the first time i sincere planned everything detailed ...n call all my ppl n make everything planned for the week....den after tat...i was so bored i had 2 play dota(a game) awhile coz i really really veri sien....den my brother let play awhile only so i swai pien....anything lor....but den i dunno y...i was in a urge 2 go msn...dunno y...so i just went n saw sum ppl who i dunno really know who exactly they was add me in msn...den i saw one email was quite...familiar....so i just wait for no reason...den suddenly he online n ask who was he exactly....so he told me tat i met him at sentosa tat time...den i remembered liao who was him....den i felt....sumthing 'poking' me 2 do sumthing...sumthing 'common' so i just kept quiet awhile...den tis guy...xiaojun....ask me want 2 go kovan...i didnt noe where it was but i thought i just wanna go out wif me coz hes kinda a nice guy n fun guy 2 haha...but i had SOW event tomorrow the same time....so i just invited him 2 church tis sat...den he said sure n he also said he wanna be a christian...i was shocked...i meant no1 i know....i meant personally i neva seen or heard ppl willingly want 2 accept God...so i just ask him y....he told that he was interested n curious wat tis christianity is abt...so i explained 2 him a few things n i said the sinners prayer over the phone wif him :) im so happy he made the best decision in his life...he also told me he dunno y he feel so high....it was actually God's joy n love overflowing him n heaven is rejoicing in his name...haha so happy leh...btw..xiaojun...officially now ur my brother...welcome 2 tis family :)!!! u really matter 2 God n tis group...i hope u will grow in God everyday...May god continue 2 bless u !!!