Haha...u noe arh...i woke up xtra early like 8am...just 2 call all my ppl 2 come leh....coz if atleast one neva come i wont reach my goal leh...was so dead serious abt reaching my goal...so in the end sum of them didnt turn up...haiz...its not abt the goal really but how i react towards it...yup yup...den got visitor from my skool who is sec1 n wen jin classmate...so praise the Lord for wen jin,my sheep,bring him down...coz he also promise he would come 2 me...so he came...N ACCEPTED JESUS INTO HIS LIFE!!! REJOICE WIF ME BROTHERS N SISTERS!!!haha...den my small brother,harvin, also brought a friend...said want 2 stay...haha they both very cute leh HAHA....den came went for meeting 5-7pm..den went 2 eat wif my fellow brothers...den shit lar...after 7pm...cannot take it...veri high once again...shit lor i did alot of weird n stupid things leh LOL ...really no control haha...den i made a sister cry...she was upset abt her mum scolding her or sumthing...i understand the situation but looking at her face....was upset...i tried cheered her up but i was still very high...so i say the wrong things 2 her den she show attitude...i know already she even more angry...so i say sorry...LOL i shouldnt have say sorry...den i felt that she feel even more guilthy den say sorri 2 me n cried...haha...tis what i want 2 say 2 u sis...."sorry...it was my fault at first...can say i blabur wrong things...n im not angry lar...i neva really seriously take things for real from sisters...coz i know they dun really mean it...just that their emotion got them" yup...my saying 2 all is...if i really hurt any1...i want tell u guys all now...i just trying 2 have fun n nth i said it i mean it...i just want see u guys smile...when u guys r happy im happy :) ....tts y i do stupid things...if i keep quiet...i dun...any1 like a quiet person....so i tend 2 talk alots of shit 2 built up atmosphere n openess up...yup...so dun be shy around me k? im real understand one...anyways after i went home...haiz...i even more high n got nth 2 do...haiz...nvm...i think i dota awhile n go sleep bye all....anyways Happy birthday jogina! may god grant ur wish :) ----writing off--->a person running after God's heart