todae i woke up veri late coz of sumthings i did ytd night...haha...den i surppose 2 meet my ppl n his friends but was late...den they left without me n my friend also came wif me...so we went 2 play basketball n as usual...i play basketball veri high one...den i thrashed 3person me n jun ming...3games 11-0 11-3 11-0.. :) ....den later i saw fajar sec1s...den i tried being friends..was quite sucessful...den i want get their number but i went toilet n came out they were all gone...GRRR!! WASTED!!! nvm i hope 2 see them again...haha....den later i want go home already coz i sweat like dog like tat n played few hrs non stop running....den my friend said veri bored go home leh can sit down n talk...so he talk 2 be abt...having sum1 beside him...he want sum1 he can trust,share his feelings n also other human needs....n he told me he could only find in its girlfriend tts y he stead her...so i explain the principals of having a girlfriend,y i choose not 2 have one, n the pros of con of having a stead...so he agreed wif me n trusted me...i can see his will is strong but his body is weak...so i tried encouraged him...n i ask him come stay at my church he said he doesnt feel belong....he feel like a outcast....ZZZ...HOW CAN HE FEEL TAT WAY!!! ARENT WE A LOVING CHURCH?? or is it he feels tat way? nvm i dun wanna think so much...den i went home n heard from my mum that my brother did sumthing veri terrible n is veri convince that sending him 2 malaysia he will n change n grow...i feel...veri sad leh...if he goes...aiya u guys noe if he goes wat will happen...he cannot go church n cannot grow n i think also he will grow up 2 be veri rebusive n replusive that be4....zzzz....i tried helping him by saying he will change but todae event...dunno whether its possible or not...anyways...as i was taking the lift back 2 my house i feel veri ps leh...coz i stink real bad...coz i played basketball for few hrs n also run 2 much LOL...den i really ps leh i was think...wat r they thinking..den i was listening 2 my mp3 n the lift door open...den i went out...den i see the place seems 2 be diffrent den i look behind one guy following me...hmm..not my neighbour den i look at the floor is 4th floor.....n my floor is 7th...den he laugh at me coz he said y u come out?haha...veri ps lor den i run up 2 my house...anyways my Big brother coming tomorrow...he might see my blog n my death day might come...haha...if u guys dunno the story u could go search the 08/16/06 first entry n 08/23/06 6th entry...n u would noe...haha...den i suddenly remembered wat my mum said...if i go malaysia wif my bro...i will enjoyed myself alot...coz my brother is working his own business in malaysia n he has a bangalow n i can buy my own piano,guitar,reborn my hair,dye my hair...wateva i want...den i was tempted 2 go but i think again...if i go wat would my group do without me...den i in the end choose not 2 go coz those r temporary rewards n i cant leave my eternal rewards n the lifes of ppl 2 die...so i decided 2 stay in singapore...coz i remembered i said 2 eelee quite long ago that nth in this world will trade for the love of God...so im standing firm in my decision n nth can or discouragement,or earthly objects or any desires in this earth can take me away from GOD...haha i learn alot 2dae n i need prepare 3teachings so i got not much time so ill stop here singing out------>sathya love jesus forever<--------