First i want 2 share 2 things...one is i thought i hear ghost hissing at me...but actually is my mum snoring(LOL) 2nd is...i can hear the cat screaming...i think sum1 torturing the cat...hahaz...anyways...the same thing bah...after i lost the ez-link ... n told my dad...he went balistic....he keep shouting at me n saying "tis is the last time already...im not helping u 2 make anymore ez-link card already...u keep losting 2 many times already...i dun care u guys all die or wat....better for me i live a happy life..." n he said alot of hurtful feelings....but i can tell my dad really cares for us...just that "GUYS" r not really expressive on showing the feelings...its just that my dad is really hot tempered...den my small brother using phone that time...my dad took the phone n threw it into the dustbin...all of it from my house...so no1 can call me anymore...he said save money like tat coz my dad dun really have any friends number....hes a lonesum guy ....really lonesume...the person who really noe him just abit is his family...which is us...my family background is so corrupted...n hard 2 live in...but...God place me here for a reason n like my blog says...i will stay on...if god give me problems like caregroup problems..if solve can go on...but phone gone...dun noe how deh...dun noe how 2 meet for sheperding n sheperd my sheeps...problems might keep coming...tis way i noe i will need God in my life n tis definitely will bring me closer 2 God...n God ...ur still in control...ur plans r 2 prosper us not 2 harm us...Give Me A Way Out Lord.......................