the usually...woke up,got dressed n was ready 2 leave.....i dunnoe y...my internet sumtimes can work sumtimes cannot work...mostly cannot...den i went 2 CCK meet my sheeps up for shepherding...i shepherded my 3sheeps at one go(breakthru)first time i taught that many ppl hahazzz...but one of my sheep really brought the atmosphere down...after writing down sum points he crossed his whole teaching...n started 2 scribble his notes...so i ask him 2 leave den he said 'okay okay fine ill write it down'i cant blame him...he told me ytd his teacher made him write alot of things down...but i myself was tired n been lacking sleep these few weeks....den later went 2 meet all my ppl..it was totaled up....6ppl....ARGH...my group goal is 7....den i was like...God....no matter wat happens...n as long as i did my best...the rest is up 2 u...den as i was walking 2 find where 2 meet....i saw Daryl...omg...ytd i called him 2 meet me here but i totally forgotten!!! but thank god i saw him...YAY MY GROUP GOAL HIT!!!7ppl WOOHOO!!!but couldnt have done it alone without my ppl...WELL DONE GUYS!!!...den when we abt 2 leave for service...i dam high leh...cannot wait...den no1 talk 2 me...i had 2 always talk 2 ppl...zzzz...nvm den we arrived at the place...it was same as City Harvest Church....dam advanced...den we went 2 eat first coz sum ppl havent eat...den got separated wif the sisters....all i could do is LAUGH!!!HAHA!!!dunnoe y leh...anyways...the atmosphere was quite weak coz got old ppl...nvm...it depends on one person 2 make the atmosphere high...hehe...pastor Ben teaching was quite powerful...learn alot of new things...den i send my brother off 2 sum '6-12age service' den he said very fun...hes veri excited about God but i still dun have the right shepherd 2 lead him....haiz...den as we went into the bus....we took abt 2hrs+ to go home...we took one wrong bus..DAVID!!! NOT SURPPOSE 2 TAKE BUS NUMBER 12 LEH...TAT BUS GOES ALL THE WAY 2 PASIR RIS!!!!!we were all abit scared coz we dun even noe where we were or going...den my sheep,shawn told me 2 trust God coz God testing our faith..oohh was happy tat he trusted God more...all total we took 3 bus home...den bus 67 was the longest so i took tis oppurnity 2 read the bible which i just got from sherman...den i started 2 do my qt even though it was the bus coz i cant do it at home either...den as i read...awhile later...i saw shawn taking his bible out n refering 2 sum verse...n i felt joyful...i understand how God feels when he sees his children wanting 2 noe him...n that joy was mine too...n he jumped n sing 2 the lord during praise and worship...it was the first time i seen him done sumthing like tat...God...wat can U do that doesnt amaze me? i realise that...the simple little things u do....ur sheeps tend 2 folo u...so sheperds...let us show how 2 live a life God wants us 2 live...n i like 2 affirm my sheep ashley 2...he brought a friend which he SOW for so long n finally brought him in...but he didnt accept Christ in the end but great effort....keep it up!!!2 tell u the true...abt myself...my problems really r stacking up n up...it doesnt really goes down but stays...n ALL my sheeps has many struggles n problems...but i thank god for hard sheeps for ill grow even much more...God...use me 2 do the will of yours not mine...all these i pray in ur name.....amen