hahaz...after telling my brother that i would bring him 2 church....he called his friend on the next day 2 come n his is coming 2...PRAISE THE LORD!!! anyways...i think i waste alot of time at home...lack of sleep n slacking abit here n tere...dun noe y also...den after i sleep i forgot everything completely...dun noe y but only remember need 2 sheperd my sheep...den i went 2 sheperd him den..i totally forgot confirmation.....i feel like sum ppl r 2 be blame...but im with the choice...i really cant be like tis anymore...really...i must be more commited....i let alot of ppl down especially my sheperd....i dun understand...y...is it im like tis or...i dun take responsibilities...i guess its number 2 hahaz...i..have...2 stay...up...i cant be such an example 2 my ppl...i have 2 be a role model 2 many ppl....whoever i let down ....im real sorri...n...my parents still fighting...plz try 2 understand ....im still under-pressured by alot of things....2 many burden................ill stop her...all i can say is ill make a decision...if i do thing kind of silly mistake...depends on how big n y i did...ill not do anything fun at all ...i cant watch tv...go com..go play soccer or wateva!!! i wont do anything only talk 2 ppl tts all....i gotta face consequences for every mistake i do...tts all.....